a manda's ~

2010-03-29T14:42:00.001+08:00

彷彿上一分鐘　你還陪在我左右

還以為我們會　開花結果

我還記得玫瑰色天空

卻模糊了我們的臉孔

哼過的歌到底是什麼內容

彷彿已經自由　下一刻我變成風

吹過你的領空　差點失控

回憶在夜裡鬧得很兇

我想我可以明白你所有的痛

想讓你知道我懂　卻擔心言不由衷

我們都接受　一定是彼此不夠成熟

在愛情裡分不了輕重

誠實得過了頭　不能退後也無法向前走

愛是一個自私的念頭　把寂寞消除的理由

剩下的那些感動　能記得多久

2010-03-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hey～我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey～我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心

但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里

又有什么可惜反正一切来不及
反正没了自己
Hey～我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey～我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey～我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话
我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你

如果没有你我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及反正没了自己

Hey～我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否像我一样在想你

.......

2010-03-26T03:41:00.006+08:00

All I want is just for you to believe me.
Although I know you've been hurt before.
But cant you just open your heart and believe me?

I've also been through hurt..
It hurts so so much that it's even more painful than sticking a knife into your heart.

I really thought of giving up.
Giving up of this relationship.
And giving up on you although I'm still holding on and having hope in this relationship..

But this words...

"When dalang loses his memory.
bao zhu kept looking for him.
kept trying to let him regain his memory..
It may be just a drama too idealistic..
But the morale behind it is practical..
Bao zhu did not gave up cos she really love him..
If u really love ur joseph dalang u shouldn't give up too!"

Then i understand it all...

You came into my life.
You became my dalang.
I fell for you..

You always say what did you do to make me love you so much?
Here's the answer...
I love you because of your dan chun.
Because of your ke ai.
And your pure heart.

These things made me clear that you're so different from any other guy I've been through.
And I cant just let someone so special to me leave just like that.

Although we didn't do much things with each other..
Even if we spend just a moment of time together..
These small moments added a lot of sweetest memories with you.
:)

You need some time out in this relationship...
I can understand.

Because of work stress..
Because of friends..
Plus another load of having a girlfriend to carry..

I will wait no matter how long it is.
It may take a month..
2 months..
A year...
Or more...

I will give you your time...
And take things slow..
Till you can open up to me again..

I really don't mind if we become just friends..
Because I know by being friends we can spend much more time to know each other better.

All we need is time....

I just believe....
Believe that my dalang will come back to me.
:)

2010-03-25T14:00:00.002+08:00

Things do happen unexpectedly.

*sigh*

Don't wanna go into details about it.
At least we're still good friends.
We still can hang out together..
But maybe wont be as much as we used to...

Hmmm..

I will miss him.

我会很爱很爱你.
一百个世纪

很爱很爱你.
没人能代替.

我的心永远不变.
我最爱最爱的你.

:)

......

Anyways..
I've been watching this!!!

Really nice drama!!

And Jerry Yen is so damn gorgeously handsome!!
>.<~~

2010-03-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

I'm in need of a freaking job!!!

Been sending fucking loads of resumes to different companies but non replied.

Seriously.

FML!!!!
>.<~~

Lastly...

Been missing dear loads.
:)

*hugsss!!!!*

2010-03-11T19:57:00.003+08:00

Since i'm at home rotting and have nothing better to do...

I shall update my dead blog.
:)

Just wanna say that my birthday celebration was a BLAST!!
It's my first time ever celebrating in a club.
With all my wonderful "kuay ji" (crazy) bunch of friends.
Not to forget my lovely dear.
:D

Becos the last few yrs was either I was single and cant think of anywhere to celebrate..
Or i'm attached but my ex(s) forbid me to club and drink.
So yeah.
My life was plain boring.

But anywaysssss...
This year was different!!
I enjoyed myself and....
I had a super BIG surprise from my dear~~~~
videos are in my Facebook!!!

The surprise is a ring!!
And dear went to took it for engraving..
So it turns out like this!!!

In case u cant see the words..
It's engraved on my ring: Joseph.T
And dear's ring: Amanda.T
And in case u dunno what "T" stands for...
It's dear's surname Tan.
:)

The other side engraved our anniversary date: 14 Feb 2010
Simply love it to bits!!!!
But mostly love my dear more ofcos!!!
^^

But overall guess darling is the one who helped out dear to keep the secret.
BUT!!!!!
I kinda guessed it already.
LOL!!!
=X

And so....
The next day was my actual birthday..
Was out with Amanda Yeo, darling, YH, Baba, KY and dear.
:)

And it's another surprise!!

A birthday cake at a playground.
:)

I love surprises.

I love my these new bunch of kuay ji(crazy) friends♥.

I love my darling♥ more & more!!!
LOL!!!

I love my new life.

And lastly...
I love my new love♥.
My dalang♥!!
Also known as my dear♥!!!
:D

Loves loves~~ ♥

2010-03-08T01:58:00.002+08:00

My Birthday is over~~~!!!!!!

And damn it i'm 1 yr older.
>.<~~~

Time really flies.

Enjoyed my birthday celebration to the MAX!!
@ Rebel for my birthday countdown and had a mini celebration the next day.
:)

Surprises after another.
Super loves!!!!

Photos are all in my Facebook!!!
:D

2010-03-04T04:46:00.002+08:00

This is gonna be a quick post.
Cos i wanna head to dreamland sooon~~

Met up with Marcus @ Cityhall at about 1pm in the afternoon.
Headed to Suntec Starbucks and he helped me with my now dead Iphone.
But end up will cant revive it.
Damn sad lah!!
:(

After awhile his gf came and join us.
Walked around and I took a train to Harbourfront to meet Cheryl.
Asked about my phone at the Singtel shop.
But my phone still cant be helped!!!!
They told me to go over to Com center instead.

Met up with Cheryl finally and then we train-ed to Somerset.
Walked around to find the bloody building.
And about 15-20 minutes later we finally found it.
Fucking tiring.
Zzzz...

They said i'm getting my new set of phone today!!!
Weee-u-weeeet!!!

Had dinner at PS.
And then dear came.
:)

Miss him sooo soooo much!!!
So happy to see him once more after so many days!!!
And I also miss sitting on dear's bike too.
Heheh~

Went to near Singapore Flyers to sit down slack and chit chat.
That's always the time I hopped time would stay still.
Simply love spending time with dear.
Just wanna hug him oh-so-tight and dont wanna let go~
>.<~~

Lastly..
Met up with darling!!!!
As usual we've got so many to talk about!!!
Think one day also cant finish talking.
LOL!!!

Finally...
Home-ed.

And now i'm on my way to...
Zzzzzzz.....

2010-03-03T02:16:00.002+08:00

Just back from China & Hong Kong.
Bloody 5 days felt like weeks to me!!!!
Damn!!
Misses dear loads!!
>.<~~

It was a super suay and super suffering trip I've ever had and been through!!!

Firstly, my Iphone was out of service for 2 freaking days at China.

Secondly, my Iphone suddenly switched off and when I turn it on again it cant work.
Cos it had to be connected to

Thirdly, so I went to a internet cafe to try to fix it. End up it blacked out and now can't even bloody turn on!!!

And when trying to fix my phone there were super many tiny flies at the internet cafe!!!
Legs and feet kana bitten like fuck!
And now my legs are filled with red sports.
-.-zzz..
And now I feel like I kana those weird diseases.

Lastly...
I can't s.m.o.k.e!!!!!!
>.<~~

For 5 F***ING days I didn't even touched a bloody cig!!!
Please bow down to me~~
LOL!!!

I told darling if she doesn't gets my msg that i'm back home means i'm dead
either at China or Hong Kong.
For lack of nicotine.
-.-"

But surprisingly I survived.
Now i'm just waiting for my mum to sleep so I can my needs of nicotine for these past 5 days.

2010-02-22T15:06:00.005+08:00

I MISS DEAR DEAR!!!
>.<~~

Wonder how am I going to survive those 5 days without him.

Yesterday after dinner at ah mah's house went to meet the gang @ Iluma.
As we're celebrating baba's birthday.
My dear, darling, amanda yeo, baba, cass and one of their friend who I dont really know.

Headed to Boat Quay 12 Element.
And then more ppl arrived.
Stayed till about 1 plus..
And then next stop is at Chinatown one of the so called "club"

Drink drink drink...
But lucky not drunk.
Just slightly tipsy.

Had so much fun with the friends over there. :)

Seeing baba and huajie kept telling dear to treat me well or else they'll beat him up...
really made me so happy.
But of cause not in a bad way lah..
LOL!!!!!

But I know dear dear will treat me well.

And I love him as much as he does.
♥

是你带我找到另一个天堂..

远比想像中更美..

我们怀抱里的这一个天堂..

另一个梦想有无限的快乐..

相信你是我的另一个天堂..

给的爱多么纯粹..

因为你而存在这一个天堂..

爱是直达的路线~~ ♥

2010-02-20T13:41:00.002+08:00

Cute little fei hong wan pi bao given by my very own Dalang!!
♥ ♥ ♥

Met dear after the day he arrived in Sg.
Went for movies and ate our dinner at Kallang.
After that headed to Amanda Yeo's house.
And it's home-ed.

But before going back.
I found out my bag was bloated.
And inside hidden a fen hong wan pi bao!!!
:D

I love it!!
So cute.

But ofcos I ♥ my dear dear most. :)

The days meeting up with dalang although it's simple.
But it's always so sweet.
:)

Sad news is I'm going overseas soon.
On the 24th Fed to 2nd March.

It's like...
After dear came back for a few days and I got to leave already.
I wish I can just stay back and stay beside dear everyday.

But as what he said..
This isn't a bad thing.. distance can make us miss each other more.
And because of that our love will be stronger.
:)

I believe in that.

2010-02-18T11:22:00.002+08:00

To my surprise..
Dalang came back just yesterday night!!!!!
Which I thought he'll came back today!!!
:D

When I got an sms from him I was like speechless!!!
Super super happy~~
I've been waiting for this day oh-so-much!!
:)

Yesterday's day was really nice but tiring.
Met Vanessa and her bf, Jaycen @ town.
Walked around at first...
And then he gave us photoshoots for the whole day!!
We shot all around orchard hotels.
LOL~

Thanks Mr Jaycen for the hardwork!!!
Your photos looks wonderful.
:)

Here are the previews of some photos taken that Jaycen sent to me.
And there's still much much more that's not sent yet!!!!
I edited those photos till wanna go bonkers already.
>.<~~

These are just a few of them.
Wanna view more go to my Facebook yeah??
:)

AND AND AND~~!!!!!!
I'm meeting Dalang Jos later~~~
Movies, dinner and then some peace and quiet time together!!
Weeeee~~ :D

2010-02-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

These few days without him..
Really suck.
>.<~
Misses dalang sooo much!!!
But he's coming back to me soon!!!
Plus I'm officially in a relationship!!
14th Feb is the day.
:)

He'll always be the one who makes my heart skip a beat. ~ <3

Hmmms..
Anyway....
Notices someone's girlfriend had been reading my blog too!!!!
Oh.
Fuck.
Shall not give a damn.
I'm happy the way I am now and what I have now.
That's it.
:)

Chinese New Year is always the same old same old.
House visiting and all..
It's like you get paid for you to say "Happy New Year".
LOL!!!!

OH YES!!!!
Not to forget I've got a big big present on Chinese New Year from daddy!!!
Iphone!!!
:D
Finally I own my iphone!!
And now I'm facebook-ing on my iphone almost everyday?

LOL~

P/s: Dalang dalang~~~ kuai dian hui lai~~ >.<"

2010-02-12T03:13:00.003+08:00

Happy happy day~~~~!!!!!!
:D

Just back going out with my Dalang(Joseph Tan)!!!
:)

But before that met Cheryl @ Bugis at 4 plus.
Walked around and around~~~
Bought my Dalang a little teddy bear that wrote "just you and me"
:)

Till about 7 plus my Dalang came and fetch me for dinner @ Lavander.
Had pig organ soup.
*yumms~~~*

And then headed to Esplanade.
Sat there.
Chit chat.
Got to know each other's love life.
And I gave Dalang the bear bear~~~~
:)
Glad he loves it.
At least there's something that will let him think of me.
Hehehe..

Then next stop.
Marina Bariage.

Even if it's just sitting there.
Doing nothing..
But I still really enjoyed myself alot with Dalang.
We chat.
We laughed.
We joked.
We enjoyed the wind.
We looked at the stars together.

These small little things we do feels sweet in my heart.
Really happy being with him.
:)

Actually happy is not the word.

It's more than that.

Knowing Dalang is going to leave Bao Zhu Jie on the 14th Feb for Thailand.
Being away from Bao Zhu Jie for 4 days...
Really very she bu de..
:(

I know I'll miss Dalang loads~~~

2010-02-11T13:47:00.003+08:00

:)

Yesterday went to cousin house to do my nails.
Done like a professional!!!
I love it lots!!!
:D

Stayed there for awhile and then about 8 plus took a bus to Yishun Interchange.
While on the way..
I suddenly thought about him.
The past things..
And my mood suddenly changed.

I seriously thought of going to drink.
Just when I got a message from my dalang!!!
I smiled.
And the urge to drink is gone.

I really don't know why..
I just feel something very special for him.
:)

It's like whenever I see him I will feel super happy.
The feeling is just describable.

I know when dalang gets to see this he'll be very very happy.
LOL!!!
But this is how I feel.
And it's from my heart.
:)

Dalang will always be Bao Zhu Jie's only one ♥.

2010-02-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

Finally things have been smooth for me.

Although he's still calling and messaging me sometimes..
It still hurts me for letting him go.
But I kinda have no choice.

He's who he is.
No matter how much he said he changed.
Everything is still the same.

Anyway..
About my week...
I've knew lots of new bunch of crazy and funny friends!!!
Hanging out with them really can let me forget all those unhappy and unpleasant thoughts.

Plus I got to know someone special too!!!
My Dalang!!!!
:)

So many interesting things happened.
Words cant describe how refreshing I feel right now.
Especially with my new funny friends.
And not to forget..
My Dalang.
:)

2010-02-04T17:41:00.003+08:00

Everything's over .

I know what are the lies you said.
I know mostly what u did behind me.

I'm such a fool to believe such a person!!!

I've learned my lesson.
Getting hurt once again.

You said girls lies.
Everyone lies.

You even looked straight into my eyes and LIED!!!!

I should give a a round of applause.

I wonder how many girls u every flirted behind my back.
You're not worth for me to keep..
Sorry...

* 你为什么说谎 ...

2010-02-03T13:02:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I cant believe what has happened.
Or shall I say is happening...

I really really want to post out everything here.

But......

*sigh~*

I can't believe such "human being" exist in the planet.

Fucked up player.

Sick SHIT!!!

The most disgusting creature I've every met!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!

I really feel like screaming my lungs out.
Throwing everything I know from the beginning.
I want to tell the world what a fucking JERK are you!!!!!!

And just disappear...

You're such a great actor.

Ought to have "The Most Outstanding Actor of the year"

2010-01-31T16:54:00.002+08:00

人群中哭着我只想变成透明的颜色

我再也不会梦或痛或心动了

我已经决定了我已经决定了

我静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

回忆越是甜就是越伤人

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了

我不是真正的快乐我的笑只是我穿的保护色

我决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把我的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了于是我合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则不是我的选择

于是我含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

我不是真正的快乐我的笑只是你穿的保护色

我决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把我的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

我不是真正的快乐我的伤从不肯完全的愈合

你站在我左侧却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了然后再后悔着

我不是真正的快乐我的笑只是你穿的保护色

我决定不恨了也决定不爱了

把我的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

我不是真正的快乐我的伤从不肯完全的愈合

你站在我左侧却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

我知道真正的快乐我应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻

重新开始活着

2010-01-31T00:33:00.002+08:00

BIG *sigh* ~~~~~

So many things has happened recently.

Super mixed emotion.
Super confused.

Can someone kill me please!!!!!
>.<"

2010-01-29T11:05:00.004+08:00

I cant breath.

I can no longer trust.

Stuffs u did.
Words u spoke.

They kept going through my head.

Maybe to u love is just a game.

You said you were serious.

But all I can feel is cold.

Emptiness.

Do you love me from the bottom of your heart?
Are you serious when you said you loved me and want to be with me forever?
Am I the only person that comes to your mind the first thing when you wake?
Do you really miss me when you said u do?

Or everything u said and done is just another act?

I want someone who I can say I love him wholeheartedly.
I want to genuinely fall in love with someone who also genuinely loves me back.

....all I want is you to love me back.

But not like this.

2010-01-28T14:51:00.001+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

Why do things always happen on me.

Nothing goes well for me.

Never.

2010-01-26T03:26:00.002+08:00

My mind's a blank.

It seems like there's nothing wrong.

But I feel that there's something going on.

What is "LOVE" exactly?

Possessiveness is not love
Jealousy is not love
Lust is not love
Fear is not love
Keeping people all to yourself is not love
Expecting something from someone is not love.

To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are
exactly as they were before and exactly as they will be in the future.

Because people change all the time, so if you love the person,
you will love them even if they become something you disagree with.

Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement.
It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you.

It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people
“This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/whatever”.
You do not “own” anyone.

It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone
who always agrees with everything you say and do
and never does anything you disagree with.

Unconditional love means...
That the person can just live their life exactly as they choose
and you will always be there for them no matter what.

Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing.
It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate.
It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex.

Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely,
even if they genuinely think they love the other person.
But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason,
would they still want to be with that person?

Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.

In order to truly understand love..
You must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society..
and anyone else.
People always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all.

And that is not call true love.

2010-01-21T15:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING XIAOWEI!!
:D

Yesterday went to K-Box Plaza to celebrate Xiaowei's 22nd Birthday
with Amanda Yeo, and darling.

And here are the picturesss~~

♥ you girl!! :)

2010-01-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

別打開禮物的緞帶
最初充滿期待最後都腐敗
別打開午夜的電臺
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛並沒有教給我生存
只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛讓我們變成陌生人
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我只要抱著我
不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
做我最親密的親人
不是誰的情人誰的某某某

就算我全身濕透透
我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走
如果我還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛並不如你想的萬能
不能讓我們不再戰爭
可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我只要抱著我

不要愛我做我的親人
把手借我一天一分鐘
讓我還敢做我的夢

做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

2010-01-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

I'M HOOKED!!!

I'm hooked to drams.

It's been so long since I've cried so much.
-.-zzz

海派甜心 & 下一站幸福
Two dramas in a row made my tears flow non stop.

*sobs~*

2010-01-15T13:38:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooo lazy to update my blog!!!
This is really bad.

To know what I did yesterday please click here.

And really really reeeeeeeallly excited for next month to come!!!

I'M GOING OVERSEAS AGAIN!!!!

And this time it's.....

PORT DICKSON!!!!!

And this is where we're going to stay.

:)

Fell in love with the place the moment I saw the pictures.
Such a beautiful place.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥~~

2010-01-14T03:26:00.002+08:00

Back from hubby's house!!
:D

12th January, 2010
Met up with my girls, Rayann & Cheryl.
Walked around town.
Laughed like crazy women.
And as usual, cam-whore like nobody business.
Pictures are all in my Facebook.
Simply just click on the link above.
:)

After that met up with hubby at City Square.
Had dinner with his friend and cab-ed to East Coast Park for our romantic time.
Just the two of us♥.

Took loads of cute pictures.
Also can be viewed in my Facebook.
Then cab-ed back to hubby's place.
Stayed over at hubby's place yesterday.
Although it's a full day at hubby's place.

As long as there's hubby it's ♥~

2010-01-12T13:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRL CHERYL!!!
:D
She turns 23 today!!

This year is a brand new year and it's a year that everyone turns a year older too.
Sad.
I feel so old now.
Damn.

Anyways...
Yesterday was actually out alone.
Went to do extensions @ Far East.

Loves those curls!!!
♥ ♥ ♥

But after wash it becomes small curls.
-.-zzz...

Darling came to find me later at night.
Walked around town and I cab-ed to look for hubby @ Katong.
As usual he's there playing Dota with his guy friends.
Headed home at 3.30am while they continued their Dota-ing @ some other place.

Gonna meet the girls @ town later~~
:)

2010-01-10T15:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday celebrated Cheryl's birthday @ Pasir Ris Park.
It's not as bad as I thought it will be.
Really nice and windy place.
:)

Kinda lazy to type out the details.
So let the pictures do the talking!!

I actually feel damn bad for Cheryl.
All the secondary school friends who she invited..
Not a single of them turned up.
*sigh~*

At least she still have the two sisters.
Hopes she still enjoyed herself.
:)

Left at about 10 plus.
And headed to hubby's place.
Had some alone time with together and then went to hubby's friend, Keith's house for majong.
4am I left cos I was super tired.
Cab-ed home and turned in.

2010-01-09T13:44:00.003+08:00

Suddenly my mind's kinda blank.
-.-"..

Yesterday stayed at home till about 6 plus.
And headed to City Square to look for Cheryl's present.

Bought a pretty accessory holder.
Hopes she likes it.

Cost about 20+++ and hubby complained.
Say why her present more expensive than his.
DOTS.

Anyway..
Slacked at hubby's house till 1.30am.
But end up 2+ then go home.
Cos he didn't allow me to board the cab.
Zzz...

Hubby said when he earn enough money he will ask to marry me.
But at the mean time we'll get engaged first.

Hmmmm..
Let's see if this will come true..
=X

2010-01-08T14:18:00.003+08:00

6th January, 2010
Celebrated Amanda Yeo's 23rd Birthday @ Rebel!!
:D
It's really a fun and enjoyable time there.
And glad Marcus is working there too.
LOL~

Starting from the beginning of the day I actually didn't want to go.
Because of some problems with hubby.
Making me so damn fucking no mood.
Don't wanna mention it le.
-.-zzz..

End up I went.
Because it's my good friend's birthday.
Plus I didn't turn up for her birthday last year.
I'll feel bad.

So here are some photos of the happy moments taken on that day~

:)

2010-01-06T12:02:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Amanda Yeo's birthday in advance @ K-Suites.
Super nice and very comfy place.
Feels more like a hotel room than a KTV room.
There's even blankets and slippers for us.
Plus internet connection and games!!!

Pictures are up!!!
:)

Had load of fun!
:D

Tonight might be going Rebel.
I want to PARTY!!!

But yesterday had some argument with hubby.

I really have nothing else to say.

Fucked up!

2010-01-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

I'm back in Singapore~~~~

Went to Batam on the 2nd of Jan.
Which was hubby and I 2nd month together.
:)

We went with 2 other friends.
Hubby's friend, Fred and his gf.

Too many things to update about so..
These pictures will do the talking.

Day 1.
On the way to Batam.

Reached our Hotel.
Prepared and getting ready to have our dinner.

The place we had our dinner.
Called Golden Prawn.

After dinner we went to the shopping mall just beside our hotel.
Played pool and watched movie~~

Ended our 1st day having supper in our hotel room and off to bed.

Day 2.
Had breakfast.
Went for a swim.
And had our massage.

Took a bath and headed for our massage.

We checked out.
Took a cab to Batam Center.
Booked our boat ticket back to Singapore at 9pm.

Me and Fred's gf had our medicure done while the guys when to walk around themselves.
Had our lunch cum dinner at a western restaurant.
Did our last minute shopping and off we went to take our boat back to Singapore.

Headed back to hubby's house.
From about 2am we slept till 5pm.

Really had fun at Batam.
:D

Next following trips will be going Genting, maybe Batam again but a different part.
And Thailand on my Birthday!!!
^^

2010-01-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

It's 2010!!!
It's a brand new year!!!
Happy New Year to all readers out there!!
:D

Yesterday.(1st Jan, 2010)
Met up with darling & Xiao Wei.
But first met darling @ Bishan about 4pm plus.
Train-ed down to Bugis and Xiao Wei arrived.

It's been so damn long since the three darlings went out together.
Shopping and going crazy together.
Just like how we hang out last year.
:)

And I bought the a lingerie!
Bought it @ Iluma.
Although it's not the same one I wanted to buy at City Square.
But it's still sexy~~
It's a hot pink sexy lingerie.
Sweeet!!!
Hubby's gonna die in my hands~~
*muahahaha~!!*
=X

Soooooo...

The girls and I had dinner with darling's bf @ Chinatown.
And it's HSH. (home sweet home~)

Took almost 2 bloody hours packing my stuffs for today trip to Batam!!

AND AND AAAND~~~!!!!!

Today it's hubby and I 2nd month together!!!
And we're celebrating at Batam TODAY!!!
Isn't it cool? :)

So so excited~~~~
:D

Anyways..
Photos taken with my darlings hours before..

2010-01-02T02:05:00.001+08:00

31st December, 2009.
Met up with hubby at City Square as usual.
Cab-ed to his house ta bao our dinner back to eat.
Slacked awhile..
And headed out to one of his friend's place for count down.
It's a really relaxing time.
Just chit chatting.
Drinking.
Watching the countdown on the tele.
And playing card games.

Played till 4am and we left.
Hubby's friend fetch me home.

Reached home at 4am+.
Showered and slept at 6am.

That's all~~~

2009-12-28T01:05:00.003+08:00

URGH!!!
Period suck!
Go away!!!!!!

Anyways...
Yesterday met up with Cheryl for breakfast at AMK.
We had MacDonald Breakfast!!
It's super loved!!!
It's been quite awhile since I've eaten Mac breakfast
and I've been craving to have their breakfast oh-so-much!!.
Their hotcakes are the best!
*yumms!*

Headed to KBP for some lan gaming after that.
How times flies when you're having fun.
Agree not?
We started playing at 11am and when we're about to leave it's already 3pm+!!!

Train-ed down to town and walked around.
Cheryl left early.
And I walked alone.
All alone.
Aimlessly.

I bought myself 2 pretty dresses!!!
I think I'm starting to get obsessed for dresses.
I love pretty dresses and I just wanting to buy more and more!!!
And hubby starting to nag like an old uncle already~

Oh oh ooohhhh~~!!
I wanted to buy a sexy night gown for the trip which I'm going next year January.
I'm giving hubby a surprise~~~ LOL!!
Saw this really hot silky night gown in black with some laces.
Tried it on and it looked super ultra sexy!!
=X

End up didn't get it because.....
Not enough cash with me.
Damn.

BUT!!!!!!

I'm getting it today!!
I want to make hubby go GA-GA over me.
heh heh~~~
*evil grin*

At about 8pm went to find hubby and met up with his friends.
Played lan (yes. again.) at a near by lan shop.
Ate our dinner and cab-ed back to hubby's place.

Hubby's mummy is the sweetest!
She made me a cup of warm coke with lemon.
She says it helps to sooth my throat as I have been coughing like hell these few days.
Even though it taste super sour and kinda weird I still finished it all up.
I'm a good girl!!
:D
And hubby said I'm trying to "poh" his mum.
-.-zzz...

Currently hubby's at his friend's place playing majong.
Stupid pig!!!!!

2009-12-26T16:19:00.004+08:00

Had been staying at hubby's house so didn't get update these 3 days.
Now I'm back home~~

So.....

24th December, 2009
Went City Square to find hubby after he ends work which was 8pm.
And guess what.
He bought a new camera for me for my Christmas prezzie!! :D
It's a Fujifilm brand.
Although it's just a simple camera but it's the though that counts right?
LOL~

After that went to Pasir Ris Costa Sands Resort.
For Christmas Countdown with his friends.

Hubby new camera he can't get his hands off it.
Kept snapping non-stop.
-.-zzzz..

Headed home(hubby's house) at about 3am+.

It's our new "pet"
LOL!!
Hubby prepared supper for us and it's bed time.
:)

25th December, 2009.
It's Christmas!!!!!
Woke up about 3pm.
Waking up having kiss from hubby is ♥
:)

Showered.
Went down to buy lunch.
Continued to slack till 6pm+.
Then train-ed down to Raffles Shopping Center to meet his friends.
Had our dinner at Thai Express @ Marina Square.
Not to forget the pictures!!

Yups!
It's a couple date.
:)

Shopped around and hubby bought me 2 dresses!!
It's also part of my Christmas gift.
*smiles*
I ♥ u hubby!!

We wanted to catch a movie, Alvin and the Chipmunks.
But wherever a checked it's either all sold out or selling fast.
Luckily at Cine Leisure there's a slot.
We caught the 1.30am show.
The theater was packed!!!
As in it was seriously FULL HOUSE!!!
Even to the first fucking row!!
Damn!!
Lucky we bought the tickets early.
Hoho~~
And the movie was fantastic!!!
Love it!

After that it's cab-ed back to hubby's house.
Again..

♥

Had supper.
And bed time.

Really enjoyed my Christmas to the max!!
Thanks hubby for this lovely Christmas.
:)

Hope you guys and ladies out there enjoyed yours too~~!!!

Anyways..
Poor hubby is now sick.
Heard he having fever and flu.
Hope he's resting well at home now.
:(

And meeting Cheryl girlfriend tomorrow for breakfast and lan gaming!!!

2009-12-24T12:42:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming!!!!

Wonder how am I going to celebrate my Christmas?

Today going to hubby's friend chalet at Pasir Ris!!
It's a 3 days 2 night event but I'm staying at hubby's house instead of staying over at the chalet.
LOL~

Anyways...
Yesterday had fun with Cheryl and Rayann.
Met the girls at Cityhall.
Walked around Suntec.
It's like my shopping day instead.
Bought quite a number of things.

Ok lahh.
3 items only lah.
LOL~

Bought a pretty bag which has sale @ Suntec.
It was actually $69.90 but now it's just $34.90!!!!!
Fucking cheap lah!!! Which idiot won't grab right??!!!

I also bought a cute jacket @ Bugis Street cost $29.90.
Cheap cheap!!! :D
Last thing I bough was a casing for my precious hand phone. :)

Next, photos with my girls taking at Suntec Sky Garden.

♥ them to bits! :)

Cheryl joined us till 4 plus and left.
So Rayann and I continued our shopping at Bugis.
Headed to Iluma.
Our tummy was crying for food.
And so we decided to go for...

And it's Rayann's treat!!!

This was what I had.
Just look at that fucking HUGE meatball!!
*slurp!*

The meal cost a sum of $143!!!
Damn freaking ex for just 2 person!!
But thanks girl for the sweet treat.
♥ lots!!!
:)

2009-12-23T11:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a damn freaking boring day for me.
Never felt so bored in my life!!!
It's that bad till I can turn crazy and pull out all my hair.
:(

Actually wanted to chill at Starbucks at Thomson Plaza.
But hubby said be good girl stay at home accompany my parents.

After much persuasion..
I stayed home.
Stayed home for dinner.
Till 10pm I left my house to meet darling.
:D

Slacked under her block.
Had a few drinks and watched 海派甜心 on darling's lappy.

About 3am cab-ed home.

Later meeting Cheryl and Rayann.
And then meeting hubby.
:)

Going Batam with hubby on the 3rd of Jan!!!
Celebrating our 2nd month anniversary there~

I'm so happy I'm so glad~~~~~
:D

2009-12-22T11:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last day staying at hubby's house.
I already miss his hugs and his loud and irritating snores in the middle of the night.
:(

But no worries.
End of the month my patents going overseas again!!
Maybe this time hubby's staying over~~!!
:D

Was at hubby's house the whole day yesterday.
Woke up at about 5pm.
(Actually 4 pm woke up le. But because we had some "wrestling" going on.....)

Went down to buy our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner back to hubby's house.
Ate and slack again.

Slack till 9pm.
Watched Bodyguard and Assassins @ Bishan .
Not as interesting as I expected.
Plus I even almost fell asleep half way through.

And it's home-ed after that.

P/s: I miss hubby~~!!!! >.<"

2009-12-20T14:51:00.002+08:00

Weeeeee~~
Just back from hubby's place.
:D

Had been staying over for these past 3 days!
Hugging hubby to sleep is loves.

Although he snores really loudly.
-.-zzz..

Anyways..
Yesterday out with Cheryl.
Actually she wanted to stay home to study for her exams but I pulled her out to accompany me.
LOL~
We met at Cityhall MRT Station.
Walked to Marina Square Starbucks.
Cheryl study while I enjoy my novel.

Plus we actually bought out our cute lil' mini Christmas clips hat.
And didn't forget to take pictures with it.

:)
We even continued to wear it all over the place~~
This is not call acting cute OK??
It's because we have the Christmas spirit.
LOL!!

Before I forget..
Cheryl suddenly told me she viewed that bitch's blog.
In case you guys forget or don't know who I'm talking about.
It's that ANGEL who tagged my blog and told me to keep my PAWS off her MAN.
LOL!!!!

Come to think of it..
It's actually really hilarious.

Anyway..
I was fucking bored .. so I just viewed her blog for my own entertainment.
The funniest part was when I saw both of the couple's pictures.
I actually burst out laughing my ass off!!!!
LOL~~!!!!!

They looked just the same as before!!!

Super fucking s-h-i-t looking.

I asked hubby whether is that bitch pretty..
He gave me a super straight answer.
NO!
Wahahahaha!!!
It's the joke of the day man.
:D
*tsk tsk*

Okayyys~~~
Back to the topic.

Darling came to find us at a later time at 8pm+.
Had dinner @ Yoshinoya and I headed to find hubby @ City Square
While Cheryl went home and darling went to find her baby.

Went for some lan gaming at Katong, H.I.G.H.
And that's where I was bored and viewed that blog.
LOL!!!!

Left at around 1am+
Cab-ed to hubby's place.
And Mac delivery for dinner!!
Yumms!!

Watched TV and bed time.
^^v

Tonight I wanna watch movie!!!
It's either Avatar or Bodyguards and Assassins.

2009-12-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

窗外的天氣
就像是你多變的表情

下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清

離開你我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心里
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴滲入我的愛里
真希望雨能下不停

讓想念繼續
讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

久違的雨滴
一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣象儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停

雨愛的秘密
能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

---

Just finished watching 海派甜心 Ep. 7 at Youtube.
Awaiting for Ep. 8.

Or maybe I'll just buy the DVD.

The character Alan Luo is acting some sot of speaking my life in relationship.

Can't stop those tears flowing down.
>.<"

Being serious in a relationship many times and being serious.
End up always getting hurt.

And now don't really believe in true love.
LOL.
Silly right?

Sometimes I'm still not confident in love
and myself...
Sometimes..
I hope this will be the true one.

~~~

Anyway..
Yesterday met up with cousin @ City Square.
Waited for her hair treatment done.
Met up with hubby.
Had lunch.
Hubby went back to work.
Then cousin and I headed to Bugis.
Took neoprints.
These two are my personal fav.
:)

After that cousin met her parents and I went hubby's house wait for him.
Dinner with his friends.
Played a few rounds of billiard.
Had some snacks.
Headed back to hubby house for awhile.
And home-ed.

Parents are going to be away till Monday night.
Peace at last~~

Tonight will be having dinner with Rayann, her bf, Cheryl, Xiao Wei, Nicole and her bf.
Will be having Sakura @ Somerset.
Hubby, darling and Zs will be joining us at a later time.
:)

But for now.
I need to be alone.
Too many things on my mind.

2009-12-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

Just came back from hubby's house~

Reached hubby's house at 9.30am in the morning.
Had breakfast downstairs and waited for his friend, Terence.

And then headed to East Coast.
Cycling~!!!
:D

Just about 2 hours of cycling and my arm kana sunburn.
-.-zzz

But overall really enjoyed my time with hubby and his friend.
:)

The rest of the days were mostly at hubby's house.
Eating and taking a nap.

And now I'm back home~
Today hanging out with hubby again.
Going to watch "Feng Yun"!!!

And currently I'm stuck to this Tawain Drama Series.

Hi My Sweetheart~

Intro-ed by Marcus.

And actually I've forgotten about it until I saw Amanda's Facebook profile said she's watching it.
So yeah.
Youtube.
And glued.

Damn!

2009-12-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

I've quit-ed my job at Rip Curl.

Going to find an office job soon.

Anyway...
I'm happy now cos..
I FINALLY CAN POST UP PICTURES!!!!!
>.< ~

Here goes.

Our 1st neo-print~~ :D

Hubby's birthday celebration at Studio 6.

K-box with hubby, his bro and his bro's friend.

And yesterday went to hubby's friend birthday celebration.

Enjoyed myself loads~~
Reached home super wasted.
And now I'm having a slight hangover.

Shall stop here.

Feel damn shag.

No mood for anything.
*sigh~*

missing hubby!!!!

2009-12-03T00:22:00.004+08:00

I'm currently at hubby's friend's house updating this post
while stupid hubby is playing majong.
-.-zzzz

Yesterday was our 1st month anniversary and it's also hubby's birthday.

But first....

1st December

Met up with Cheryl after work.
Ended work at 4.30pm that day!!! :D

Walked around to look for hubby's present but end up buying my stuffs.
LOL!!!

Headed to hubby's house after that.
Slack for awhile and then cab-ed to Kovan, one of the coffee shop for our dinner.
Hubby's friends all came and we had dinner celebration for hubby.

Dinner ended at 12 plus and went to hubby's house to play games and drink.
We had matell and red wine.
Hubby was the only one drunk!!
Lying on the bed talking all sorts of rubbish.
Damn funny lah.
LOL!!
Lucky when I asked him who am I he never say other girl's name.
Or else I'll chop off his "didi".
Wahahaha~!!! =X
Then end up hubby's friend got to piggy back him home.
(Hubby's friend stays near his house)

Stayed over at hubby's house again~~
:)

2nd December

It's our 1st month anniversary!!!
Happy 1st month hubby baby!!!
*muackies~!!!*

And it's my off day again!!! :D
We woke up about 1pm plus.
Lucky no bruises this time.
Slacked awhile and about 5 plus cab-ed to Bishan for movie.
Watched "Ninja Assassin."
Movie was only about an hour plus.
Ended at 9pm.
The movie as okok only lah.
Story line kinda suck.
The only thing I liked was Rain's body.
LOL!!!

Met up with hubby's friend and his girlfriend.
Train-ed to AMK.
Had our dinner and walked to his friends house.

That's how I ended up here updating my blog using his friend's girlfriend's laptop.

Plus tomorrow I'm working full shift!!!!
Just by thinking about it makes me wanna cry.
*sob~*
:(

2009-12-01T01:47:00.004+08:00

Woohoo~~

Yesterday was my lovely off day!!!!

But on the 29th was morning shift.
Met up with Cheryl @ Cityhall.
Had our dinner.
Slack @ Esplanade.
And took pictures.

After that hubby came and cab-ed to Studio 6.
More photos were taken.

This was one of it..
There's actually more but cant upload it!!
Dunno what happen to my phone..
The fucking USB cant connect to the computer.
*sigh*
So to see pictures please refer to http://stariesprincess.blogspot.com/
Or http://yuu-mi.blogspot.com/
But at the moment yumi haven update yet so go see stariesprincess blog.

Left the place at about 1am and headed to Altanis.
It's a thai club and it's my first time there.
Had more drinks and after just half cup of Graveyard I'm a goner.

Stayed over at hubby's place!!
:)

Woke up having hangovers.
And many blue blacks on my right arm!!
This always happens when I'm drunk.
It's not the fist time anyway.
LOL~

Luckily was my off day yesterday.
We had our lunch and had some romantic times together.
Wahahaha~!!

Darling came up hubby's house meet us.
Then at night played lan and had steamboat for dinner!!

And now I'm home~
Just painted my toe nails so still cant sleep yet.
-.-zzz

Anyways...
I'M SO HAPPY!!!
Today I'm working morning shift.
But only till 4.30pm!!!
Then on the 2nd it's my off day again!!!!!
Shiok ah~~!!!
LOL!!!
:D

Hubby's gonna pick me up after work! :)
Going to have korean food and movies!
Wooots~~!!!

2009-11-27T11:04:00.003+08:00

Quick updates!!!!!

It's been 8 days since I've updated!!!
Everyday going home at the time of 4am is super tiring.

Stupid hubby lah!!!!!!
-.-zzz

Anyway..
On the 24th was my off day.
And I enjoyed myself loads. :)
Watched movie with hubby.
We watched the "Raging Phoenix".
And then took neoprints!!! :D
Hubby said it's his first time taking neoprints?
Dots.
But anyways.. it ended up really nice.
:)

Sorry no pictures for today~!!!!

25th, Wednesday
Met up with Stacy, my cousin
And booked an appointment at Jean Yip @ Century Square for hair treatment
on the 30th.

Actually these few days are as per normal.
Same old routine everyday.
Just work work work.
Super sian~~

Upcoming events!!!!!
On the 30th - 2nd is going to be busy busy busy!!
Hubby is going to celebrate his birthday~~
But on the 2nd is also our anniversary. :)

I'm still waiting for my payday!!!!!
>.<"

2009-11-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

oh yeah.
Today was my tiring full shift.
I'm home early today!!!
*clap clap~*

Cos hubby was too tired to come fetch me as the poor boy didn't get to sleep for 2 days straight.

Yesterday was my off day and is also hubby's good friend's wedding. :)

Woke up at 12pm plus.
Rot at home for awhile.
Prepared and headed to hubby's house.

Reached at about 3pm plus.

Hubby got ready at about 5pm plus.
While he was getting ready..

Cam-whore-ed.
:)

After that we went down to meet his friend and cab down to Orchard Hotel.

Felt kinda out of place as I totally don't know any single soul there.
Except some of hubby's friends who I met quite a few time.

Anyway..
Beautiful bride + Charming groom = perfect couple.

Super envious the newly wed couple~~
Wonder how my wedding will be like.
*sigh~*

Not to forget..
Of cause hubby was also especially charming on that day.
My handsome hubby~ :D

And photos of 2 of us!! ^^

Everything ended at about 12 plus.

And the last photo of the day.

Headed to hubby's place for awhile and it's home sweet home.

Enjoyed my night with hubby!!

2009-11-17T10:02:00.002+08:00

Didn't have the time to update.

Busy busy busy~!!!

A quick update on 13th November, Friday.
As usual, hubby came and fetch me from work. :)
Met Cheryl, Rayann and her bf at Plaza Sing.
Had our dinner at Ajisan.
Headed to The Cathay as they had to buy some stuffs.
And then went to Maxwell Road.
The Red Dot Building.
We went to this Korean Restaurant and had some drinks.
Of cause pictures were taken.

loves~~
:)

Followed by Arab Street for sheesha and some sweet tea!! :)
That's my first time smoking that thingy.
Not too bad I guess..

And it's back to hubby's place.
And always as usual, home-ed at 4am.

The last few days were just as per normal.
Didin't really went out cos hubby and I are broke!!!!
>.<"

And just for today I'm working at Marina Square.
Feeling nervous as it's another new environment.

Wednesday is hubby's brother's wedding!!!
And he's bringing me along~~
LOL~

2009-11-12T12:02:00.003+08:00

It's my off day today and tomorrow gotta work again~

10th Nov,Tuesday
Met up with hubby.
We wore our "couple t-shirt" out!!!

:D

Hubby said every month must buy same shirt.
Then can wear out together whenever we go out.
*smilees~*
^^

Actually wanted to watch movie at AMK, the movie "My Girlfriend Is An Agent."
But he said he wants to watch at Bishan.
End up Bishan dont have that movie.
Plus not much movie on screen there.
-.-"

So we went Parklane for some lan gaming.
Darling and her baby came and join us after their movie~~

:)

Left at about 12 plus and headed to hubby's house for awhile.
Home-ed at 4 plus.
-.-zzz

11th Nov, Wednesday.
Actually was planned to go club after work.
After so much problems end up didn't go as planned.
Met hubby instead.
Went East Coast with his two other friends.
Sang and drank at a pub.
Had a tower plus a jug of beer.
Left at about 12 plus and cab-ed back to hubby's house.
Had two cups of Matell.
Surprisingly I'm not drunk at all!!
Guess I actually can hold my liqueur quite well~
LOL!

Pictures taken at hubby's house~~~

As usual...
Home-ed at 4 plus...

Watching movie with hubby today!!!!
Paranormal Activity!!!
I'm sure I wont be able to sleep at night
for the next few weeks after watching that creepy movie.

2009-11-10T12:46:00.002+08:00

BOOO!!!

Yesh man!
Today's my off day.
Tomorrow working.
And Thursday I'm off again!!
WOooOhOOo~~!!!
:D

These few days working like a crazy monkey.
Had 3 freaking full shift in a week.
Shag.
-.-"

And hubby has been picking me up from work without fail.
:)

Today watching movie with hubby.
He bought a so called "couple shirt" for the both of us.
And today we're wearing it out!!!!
Excited~~

Tomorrow it's party time!!!
Lunar!!

i ♥ u ~~

2009-11-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

It's my lovely off day today!!!!!
:D
And it's also hubby's day for me.

Went to hubby's house this afternoon.
He cooked spaghetti!!
*yumms~~

Had our lovely time together..
Although it's just a simple day at hubby's place..
And just a short period of time spending together..
It's still a pleasant and enjoyable one for us.
I love you baby!
:)

Left at about 6 in the evening as it's grandma's birthday~
Ate at Toa Payoh and it's home.

Anyway..
Here are some of the photos taken last few days out with darling, hubby and other friends~

:)

I can feel I'm the luckiest girl in the world.
Because I'm missed & loved by hubby many many~~
:D

2009-11-02T11:06:00.002+08:00

Wanna know about my week??
VIEW http://yuu-mi.blogspot.com/
LOL~~

And then yesterday was super torturing!!!
Had full shift + super bad hangover!!
I was walking like a zombie the whole damn day.
-.-"

Andrew came and look for me after work.
Train-ed down to Cityhall.
Had our dinner at Makan Sutra @ Esplanade.
And then slacked somewhere chit chat.

About 12am+ it's cab-ed home.

I'm still super tired.
~~~~

2009-10-30T02:47:00.003+08:00

My off day is officially over~

sad.

But I enjoyed it. :)

Met MC at Cityhall and headed to the Singapore Flyer.
Many photos taken!!!
Super excited and thrilled!! :D

:)

After the sweet ride..
We headed to watch our movie @ Cine~

It's a BLAST!!!!

Although I'm not a fan of him.
But I do love his songs~
"Beat It" , "Thriller" , "Smooth Criminal"....
And many more!!!!
Lovess!!
It's such a waste he went off early...

Dinner @ Coffee Club.
And chilled at Timberland near Dhoby Ghaut.
It's some sot of pub with live band.
It has nice ambiance, nice band and nice drinks.

Love it!!!!
:D

And then it's cab-ed home.

At least my off day is not wasted.
:)

Afternoon shift today~~

Morning shift on Saturday(but night have ti stand by till 8pm) and might be going club for Halloween!!!
Woooots~!!!

2009-10-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

Yeah!
I'm home early while tomorrow is my OFF DAY!!!!

Shit right?
-.-"

Supposed to have plans ....
But.........

Never mind.

It's work work working every-bloody-day.
And today Rayann came!!! :)
Was actually quite shocked but really happy.
Super damn long didn't get to see her due to our busy schedule.

Tomorrow I'm meeting MC for my Michelle Jackson movie!!!!
Plus maybe going to sit the Singapore Flyer with him.
LOL!!!

*sigh~*
i miss him.

2009-10-25T02:58:00.003+08:00

WOOOOTS~~!!!

I've never felt so good in my life!!
:D

Finally no Jerk bugging my life.

Last few days he messaged me and even called my shop.
Asked if are we still be able to be friends...

My answer was a straight NO.
I don't make friends with JERKS.

Had been enjoying my life with darling and friends after work.

And just yesterday,(23rd Oct) after work I met up with MC.
Didn't met him for ages!

Headed to Cine.

Booked the Michelle Jackson "This Is It" movie!!!!!
Gonna watch it with MC on Thursday!!
:D

Had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe..
Chilled at Coffee Club.
And watched..

An OK movie.
Quiet gruesome and shocking.
The stupid sound effect made me jump quite alot of times.
-.-"

And then after cab home.

It's gonna be a long day today.
Cause it's full shift.
*sigh~*

P/s: feels like shit missing and liking someone who you're not supposed to...

2009-10-23T01:40:00.003+08:00

THAT FUCKING JERK!!!!!

I shall announce how a fucker can a guy can be...

Last Friday he MIA.
I tried calling him and sms-ing the whole day but got no response.
I asked him what happen and this was what he told me.....

Firstly, lied to me that he's sick so he didn't work.
Took MC and stayed at home the whole day and cant sms or call me because he NO STRENGTH.

I asked again and here comes a different story.....

He lied to me that he stayed at home in the morning till night then went out with his guy friend.

I told him to swear in his heart that he didn't went out with other girls.
(Because actually I already knew he was out with his EX-GIRLFRIEND the whole day and then met his guy friend at night.)

So....
Still thinking I dont know what I already knew...

He lied to me again..
Another different story..

Saying that this was really the "truth"..
That he stayed at home in the morning, afternoon when out with his sister and then at night went out with his guy friend.

SUCH A BLOODY FUCKING IDIOT!!!

Plus he told a particular someone something..
And that someone told his gf..
So his gf told me every single thing..

That he wants to give up on me and woo back his ex girlfriend because she's much more better than me...
While all the way he's acting like an angel in front of me.

And also besides his ex girlfriend..
He still flirts around with other girls behind my back.

And two days ago(Wednesday)...
He beg me to give his a second chance..
He even knelt down in front of me begging for forgiveness.
Plus crying invisible tears.
-.-"
I can say his acting skills really SUCK!

What a fucking retard.....

Or maybe even a mentally ill freak....

~~

These are the things about HIM and what HE did to me.
Fat hope trying to get me back.
No matter how hard you try.
Not even in your dreams.

So fuck off!!

2009-10-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

In the end ...

he's just a FUCKING JERK!!!!!

2009-10-20T16:50:00.001+08:00

You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about her and the things that come along with
You make me
You make me wanna leave the one Im with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about her and the things that come along with
You make me
You make me

Before anything came between us
You were like my bestfriend
The one I used to run to when me and my
Girl was having problems (thats right)
You used to say it would be okay
Suggest little nice things I should do
And when I come home at night and lay my head down
Sll I seem to think about is you
And how you make me wanna

Now what's bad
Is you're the one that hooked us up
Knowing it should've been you
What's sad is I love her but I'm falling for you
What should I do
Should I
Tell my baby bye-bye
Should I
Do exactly what I feel inside
Cause I
I don't wanna go
Don't need to stay
But I really need to get it together

At this point
The situation's out of control
I never meant to hurt her but I
Gotta let her go
And if she may not understand it
Why all of this is going on
I tried
I tried to fight it but the feelings just to strong

You make me wanna wanna
You make me wanna ...

2009-10-20T13:51:00.003+08:00

16th October, Friday.
After work met up with darling.. then after that Double O.
Had fun drinking and chatting.

17th October, Saturday.
HANGOVER~~~
Took MC.
>.<"
And then went to a birthday party.
Although I don't know all of them..
They're easy to make friends with. Really friendly and super fun bunch of people. :)

18th October, Sunday.
Hangover AGAIN~~
I woke up feeling like crap.
Can't remember a single shit.
Headed home to freshen up.
And then headed to AMK to get another MC.
LOL~!!
Met up with darling and Benny and played L4D.
11pm+ and it's home-ed.

19th October, Saturday.
Full shift.
And met Mok after work.
Had dinner @ Cine.
Cab-ed home.
And ..............
:)

(Darling you should know what happened next. LOL!!)

Today.
It's my OFF DAY!!!
:D

Wooots~~

2009-10-15T22:16:00.005+08:00

Finally got to use the internet~~!!

Have been going home late these few days cause parents are not in town for 2 weeks!!!
:D

So before they come back can enjoy then must enjoy to the max~
LOL!!

Updates on 13th October, Tuesday.
It was my off day.
To know the events for that day please click the link below. :)
http://www.stariesprincess.blogspot.com/
But here are some of the photos taken~~

(you can view the rest of the pictures by clicking on the link above~~ hehe~~)

14th October, Wednesday.
Was working full shift.
And actually was asked to go St. James with Greg for his ORD party.
But in the end was cancelled and changed to Friday.
So met up with him after work and planed to go Kbox.
End up met up with darling and Benny.
And headed to Party World instead.
Sang till 2am+ and cab-ed home.

15th October, Today.
Morning shift!!!!
Have been late for work since starting of the month!!!
SHIT!!
>.<"

But anyway..
He's off today..
And this is the first time we're not meeting.
Plus he have not messaged or called me much the whole day today.
Kinda feel weird.
And empty.
Guess I'm already so used to have his name appear in my hand phone screen.
:(
So...
I met up with Cheryl after work.
Chatted, had drinks @ Coffee bean.
Pictures before heading home.

Tomorrow might be heading to Double O with Greg.
But might not be going too~~
Depends on my mood.
:P

2009-10-13T03:52:00.002+08:00

Poster of 500 Days Of Summer.
... of me.
:D

... Maybe after all I would choose to be alone. *

2009-10-13T02:46:00.003+08:00

Just back from a movie~~

500 Days Of Summer.

Really nice movie.
This not a love story.
It's a story about love.

The story really speaks of my own story about me and him.
It's like just talking about my own love story of us.
And I really think the main actress really assembles me..
Everything she said..
Everything we do..
-.-"

Seriously as in 100%.
But I don't know about the ending lah.
LOL!!!

If you guys don't know what I'm talking about..
Or you wanna know how's my story like with him..
Watch this movie.
:)

2009-10-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

HEEELLOOOO!!!
Just came back from Malaysia~~~
:D

As you read my previous post..

Pictures of the car.
NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!!

Scary right??!!!!
When we reached JB his uncle come to fetch us.
Had dinner and then he took the driver's seat.
This accident happened along the high way to Kluang.
It happened so fast.
I was traumatized.
Lucky no one's hurt.

And almost during the whole trip I paid for him everything we do.
Super shag.
But no choice..
Cause his pay haven come in yet.
-.-"

Anyways..
These are the pictures taken~

DAY1
(On the bus on the way to JB.)

DAY2
(Waiting for the reports and settling documents of the damaged car.)

And he brought me to eat this at a Pasar Malam.
:)

This van with lots of food is called "Lut Lut".

Day3
(Getting ready to go out. We took a bus out for shopping, visited the police station to do some reports.. And it's my first time sitting a Malaysia public bus!! )

Bus bus~~

Even smoking is allowed on the bus!

Day3
(Finally his pay is in!! And finally we can go for more shopping at the shopping mall at Kluang & also went JB shop before we headed back to Sg. :D )

While waiting for that pig to get ready...

Finally he's done and I SNAPPED!!
But his BIG face kana cut half.
-.-

Taking this pictures is so damn embarrassing!!
People who walked pass keeps looking at me.
>.<"

And then it's home-ed.

Bought super alot of things last minute.
Swipe swipe swipe~~~!!!

2009-10-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

BOOO!!!
I'm currently in a lan shop at Kluang..
It's some place at malaysia..
LOL~~

Freaking suay sia..
First day kana accident~~
In the end no car for transport..

What the FUCK~!!!!
-.-"

But luckily no one's hurt luh.
Haha.

Alright.

Shall update more when I get back to Sg.
:)

Wait for my return!!!

P/s: Darling I missssss ya~~
and don't worry. I won't be back empty handed. :)

2009-10-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was just a simple day.
He waited for me to end work @ 9pm.
Had dinner at Far East and took a bus home.
During the journey I was plain bored.
So took many many pictures~~

Today going Malaysia till the 8th of October with him..

Hope it's going to be a enjoyable trip~~~

2009-10-05T11:26:00.003+08:00

Quick update~~

3rd October, Saturday.
After work met up with him.
After that went Bishan park with darling and Benny.
Play lantern~~
:)

4th October, Sunday.
After work met up with him for dinner.
And then met up with darling and Benny and Orchard Mrt Station and he went back to work.
Train-ed to Pasir Ris Downtown East Chalet cause it's Cass's birthday.
Had fun.
:)

He came down o join us at a later time.
And drove me home at about 1am plus.

2009-10-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

WOOTS~~~!
Have not been updating and viewing my blog just for 2 or 3 days..

To youareLOSER:
Whoever fuck you are..
I think you're just plain bored that's all..
So don't say I not good lah..
Although sometimes wont have the time to entertain you..
Because I'm working..
But I will still try and entertain you okay??
And maybe you just love my blog so much.
Thanks ah!!! :D
Anyway..
I guess you're some loner out there where you can't get love.
I'm so damn sorry.. and you have my sympathy. :)
One one more thing..
I think you're the REAL loser yourself who don't dare to show your name.

LOL!!!

*Sigh~*
Just can't be bothered with such person
who says someone else a loser who is a LOSER him/herself.

Back to my post!!!!

These few days have been darn busy with work..
And my life haven been filled with him.

And I mean seriously FILLED with him.

He has been meeting me every single day without fail.
>.<"

I don't know what else to blog already~~
My mind is in blank.

....

Tired~~~

2009-09-29T12:46:00.004+08:00

:)

It's my off day today.
But he's working morning shift.
Cause he took MC last Thursday when I'm off.
But didn't get a MC from the doctor.
So now he has to replace his off day for Thursday.
LOL.

Yesterday I was home early..
Because he had things to do..
But he wanted to see me..
So after he's done we met up at about 1am plus
He drove over.

Went to Jalan Kayu to have prata for supper..
And then he brought me go see people fishing at some quite ulu farm place at Pasir Ris.
I didn't know places like this exists..

Reached home at about 4am plus.

And he said...

"Confirm I won't have enough time to sleep..
But I don't care. As long as I got to see you...
I can't spend a day without seeing you.
Why do I love you so much...
I can never let you go..."

.........

Stunned.

Later going to look for him.
:)

2009-09-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走

永远永远要记得我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候, 不管下雨的时候

不放开手到永久我们要一起生活

想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事

两个人一起散步是最浪漫的事

你是我的天使给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候翅膀一样的双手是我最幸福的所有

心里面有你建的角落

脆弱时我能够躲一躲

你爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手

我要抱着你不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空

幸福少了你在身边不会完整

人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱不是悸动守护一辈子的感动

这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手
心疼你会睡不好总是缩在床的一角

我要回来给你依靠哄你看你笑着睡着

照片里你的微笑我们甜蜜得打闹

好希望微风把思念代替我亲吻你嘴角

想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景爱谱成了诗

阳光灿烂午後我又在街上走

你的影子不再寂寞想到你的身边到不了

像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属於我们的转角
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面

没有办法想像那画面
一个孤独的背影走在小公园

一颗心需要暖一双手需要牵

故事要有美好结局需要两双手来写
永远不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们要一起珍藏

i miss you ~~

2009-09-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT!!
I think I'm in love.
But I still don't dare to put too much feelings on him.

Stupid Phobia.
*sigh~*

He says he can't spend a day without seeing me.

为什么??
为什么??
为什么???!!!!!

>.<"

Yesterday after work went Sengkang look for him..
Had dinner at AMK and cab-ed home.

Anyway..
Today it's my full shift.
And it's also my PAY DAY!!! :)
I want to buy new phone!!!
LOL!!

P/s: 我好想他 ...

2009-09-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

i think ......

i miss him ~~~

2009-09-26T01:02:00.002+08:00

My off day just gone in a few hours..
And today is another working day..
*sigh~*

Yesterday end up he met me at AMK MRT Station and train-ed to Somerset.
Watched Phobia2.
The movie was alright lah.
Only the last part of the story super funny and damn lame.

After movie walked to Ion.
Had our dinner at some Japanese fast food restaurant.
The food was good but the serving was huge.
And I took a picture of a greedy pig.

Before going home we slacked at the park just down my house.
And blame it on boredom..

:P

After that it's home-ed.

Alrighty!
Need to get some of my beauty sleep!!
Ciao ~

2009-09-25T14:41:00.002+08:00

Today's my off day~~
And I'm spending it with him.
He today took MC.
-.-"

Yesterday after work went down to Sengkang find him.
And then went to Kbox @ Cine.
I don't know what's going on with me.
I had too much to drink and eventually got myself drunk.
I remember having some conversation with him..
And then I think I knocked out.
LOL~

Damn.
I'm still having hangover..
Going Tampines to meet him.
Watching Phobia2.
:)

2009-09-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

UPDATES!!!!
Full shift yesterday and I'm super tired.
Stock take almost the whole day.
But cos I love my blog so much I sacrifice my sleep to update.
:)

On the 22nd September, Tuesday was his off day.
And he actually cooked lunch for me!!
He came all the way down to my work place to pass me his "ai xin bian tang".
>.<"

This was what he cooked.
Consist of rice, toufu egg, veg, and potato.
It actually taste quite nice.
He really can be cook already.

I love men who cooks. (cause I dunno how to... haha.. :P )
And he actually said that whenever there's his off day and I'm working..
He will cook for me..
FUCK!!
So sweet right?!!!
He also told me the next thing he's going to cook for me is curry chicken.
LOL!!

He waited for me to end work at 5pm and we went to Marina Square
As I had to pass the punch cards to the Manager.
Had our dinner and then headed to Esplanade to slack, chit chat and relax.

To those of you wonder who is this mystery guy....

He's a really passionate, sweet and caring guy.
But...
I don't wanna make the same mistake..
By not getting to know someone better before getting together.
Because I'm having the phobia of getting hurt over and over again.
So now it's the wait.
....

And so today is my afternoon shift.
And the poor him working full.
LOL~~

2009-09-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

Salamat Hari Raya to all!!! :D

Tired tired tired~~~!!!

Seriously.

Working life = No life.

Today was super tiring.
Super busy.
And our sales was really good.
Think almost hit $3000.

Tomorrow I'm working morning shift.
He's coming to pick me up after work again.
Cos it's his off day.
And he says he's bringing me go shopping!! :)
I wanna buy many many things!!!

He's been around me most of the time.
Picking me up most of the time.

But seriously..
I'm still not ready for another relationship.
I'm not in a rush plus still yet to know him better.
I already had enough of all those jerks and bastards that hurt me so deep.
This time I must know if this is the right choice.

2009-09-21T09:58:00.002+08:00

Damn.
Today is a public holiday and I got to work.
:(

Anyways..
Wednesday watched "The Ugly Truth" with him.
Super funny movie.
Really nice.
MUST watch!! :D
It's a movie that tells us that guys are full of shit.
LOL!!

Before this movie..
We've watched other two movies some days ago which are "Gamer" and "Blood Ties".
Both are not bad too though.
But while watching Blood Ties I almost fell asleep.
Guess I'm too tired due to work.

Following up...
I dyed my hair to dark brown on Thursday.
At least it looks nicer and more healthier.
It cost me a bomb!!!
It's freaking $133.90!!

Dye=$78
Cut=$19.90
Treatment mask conditional=$16.00

But after everything I didn't regret.
It still looks nice lah.

Pay day hurry come to mama~~!!!!
I neeed money.

2009-09-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

Just a few hours and my off day is gone.
Sad.

Yesterday went Sentosa with Rayann and Cheryl.
But because I slept at 4 plus in the morning due to chatting on the phone with someone~~~
I woke up late. -.-"
So I took a cab all the way to Harbourfront.
Met the girls..
Had our lunch and took the sky train to Sentosa.

Weather was really dull.
Super cloudy and no sun at all.
It really made me super moody.
So we past our time be taking loads and loads of pictures.
It's so called a mini photoshoot and I edited by adjusting the colour and contrast.
Here are some of the selected ones that I think it's nice. :)

Rayann is my photographer who took these lovely photos.

loves ~ ♡!!

And these are with the girls. :)

After taking these many pictures we just laid down and suntan.(although there's no sun..)
I literally fell asleep while tanning.
And still managed to get slightly dark lah.
HAHA!!

Left Sentosa at about 5 plus and dinner at Harbourfront.
And then home-ed at 9pm plus.
Today was supposed to be morning shift..
But because one of the collage cant make it so I'm changed to afternoon!!!
At least I'm able to sleep slightly longer. :)

2009-09-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

I'm home early today!! :)
Damn super tiring and my feet hurts like crap!!!

I feel like time passed faster at work today..
Chatted with my collages all the way.
Talked about guys and relationships and stuffs.
We even chat till almost forgot that it's time to close the shop!!

Oh yes!!!!
I bought a super hot pink pretty bikini from my shop today!!!

I SUPER LOVE IT!!!

AND AND ANDDDDD!!!!
I'm a super happy girl!!!
Mum & dad bought fried rice for dinner for me.
And they put 2 fried chicken drum sticks and crap meat inside my rice.
I feel so so loved and pampered.
Thanks mummy daddy~~
:)

Plus tomorrow it's my OFF DAY!!!
And I'm going Sentosa with my 2 girlfriends, Cheryl & Rayann.
AND I'm going to wear my new pretty bikini there!!
HOHO~~~!!!!
It's been ages since I've lay on the soft sand of Sentosa beach and soak in the sun.
I miss my tanned body I used to have.
:(

Dear God,
I hope and pray tomorrow's gonna be a bright sunny day~~

2009-09-16T11:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a hectic week for me..
Have been doing full shift for 2 days!!
Sunday full..
Monday afternoon..
Tuesday full again.
And today's afternoon shift.
That is why I'm able to update my dead blog.

Almost everyday after work it's out with friends..
Out till late at night and then home-ed to have my beauty sleep.
And slept around 3 plus or 4 in the morning..

Cannot cannot!!!
Continue like that I will go crazy..

But lucky tomorrow I'm off.
Really must cherish my off days!
LOL!!

2009-09-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my off day!!
Damn.
Off days pass so quickly.
:(

Was supposed to meet up with Cheryl but end up we didn't meet.
Instead met up with Colin, my primary school classmate.

Went Serangoon Gardens Chomp Chomp for dinner.
Had fried prawn mee and a super ultra gigantic glass of sugarcane.

The drink doesn't look huge here.
But in real life it's really HUGE!!!

Anyways...
After that headed to a restaurant bar to drink.
Ordered beer, brownie, and cheese fries!

Stomach was bloated after those foods.

We had some catching up.
Chatted about our lives and those funny days in primary school.

About 11.3opm it's home-ed.

But but butttt!!!!!!!
I took the wrong bus!!!
The bus I took should have stopped at Ang Moh Kio Interchange.
But it stopped at Pungol Interchange instead.
So no choice I had to take a cab home.
Daddy helped me pay for my cab fare so it's alright. :)
End up 1am plus then reached home.
Super duper tired!! >.<"

Luckily today was afternoon shift.

And Sunday, which is tomorrow I'm working FULL SHIFT!!
Somebody saveeee meeeee~~

2009-09-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

After 4 days of hard work..
Finally I'm off today!!! :)

Wednesday met Cheryl and slacked @ Starbucks.
We talked about so much stuffs and laughed like two crazy women.

Yesterday ended at 6.30pm.
Met up with Cheryl and Van.
Again slacked @ Starbucks and some girls talk..
Bitching about guys..
Talked about work..
And pictures taken.

Simply love hanging out with my girl friends chilling and just being ourselves.
:)

And lastly..
I'm not going to bother about such person anymore.
I have much better things to do then to entertain some bitch.
I'm not as FREE as her~
So my friends..
If you're reading this..
Seriously..
Don't waste your time.
(Unless you're fucking bored.)

:)

This afternoon meeting Cheryl again~~~

I'm so tired.
Turning in soon!!

2009-09-10T08:43:00.002+08:00

Loving every single bits of my life!!!!

Waiting for next month's pay and then HOLIDAY ~~!!!

Oh.
Anyway..
Cos I must be polite...
So I boh bian reply it's blog loh..
*sigh~*

ABOUT ADVERTISING YOUR BLOG...
YOU'RE WELCOME!!!! :)

GLAD MY FRIENDS ARE ENTERTAINING YOUR BORING LIFE.

AND OF CAUSE I WOULD GIVE A DOG YOUR NAME..

"GOOD GIRL ANGEL!!! SIT!!!!"

LAUGH OUT LOOOUD!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
:D

2009-09-08T22:49:00.004+08:00

Seems like someone..

Hmmm..
It's name is ANGEL
(maybe I should name my dog Angel too if I have one. LOL!!!)
is trying to attract some attention by posting some fucking post on her blog.

SO..
Don't say I bad lah..
I help her to advertise.. :)

http://www.dementedconclusions.blogspot.com/

Yeahh!!
That's her blog link.

I don't really bother much to read her post cos I seriously cant understand DOGS language.
*woof woof..* ???????

OK!!
Advertisement done.
Hoho~~~
:)

Anyway..
I wont let some bitch ruin my day.
So my girls..
Just fuck care lah..
Don't wast your time and strength typing on it's tag board.
Maybe if you're super bored and wanna entertain her..
then I'll say just go for it.
LOL!!!
:)

Today's afternoon shift again.
This time Adha, my manager was working morning..
So I got to work with him.

But he's just super nice and really funny.
He reminds me of my K-Box supervisor I work last year.
He's someone who is fun loving.
During working time you can have fun.
But when it come serious it means business.
I respect these type of people.

And guess what..
Surprisingly, Henry showed up this afternoon.
He wanted to have lunch with me but then too bad I only can buy back and eat at our outlet.
So he just accompany me buy back and I'm back to work.

Next, Xiaowei appeared in the evening!
Had some conversation and off she went to meet her friends.

And now I'm sitting in front of the computer screen...
Updating my bloggy..
Having fried rice daddy bought.
And that's my dinner/supper.
I'm a happy girl!
:D

Got this quote from a girl's blog and I think it's super meaningful.. :)

"I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go..
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.
And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

2009-09-06T13:21:00.003+08:00

*Phew~!*
Yesterday was having my full shift.
10.30am to 9.30pm.

After work met Alex.
Dinner at Pasta Mania @ Far East.
Had a few drinks at the park near my house after that.
And then headed home.

Today's my off day.
And tomorrow I'm working afternoon shift!! :)

It's gonna be really busy for me since I started work.
But of cause I will still be able to find time after work.
Which will be 6pm or 6.30pm...
Unless it's 9pm or 9.3o..

I'm so envious of my gals collages
who got their boyfriends to pick them to and from work... :(
Sadd-ed.

I want a bf who drives..
Have a car of his own..
And will be able to pick me to work and from work toooooo~~!!!

If you're the one come look for me yea???
:D

LAUGH - OUT - LOUD!!!!

2009-09-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

Started work on Wednesday..
Was really nervous and scared when I'm heading towards the shop.
But actually there's nothing much to worry about.
My collages there are super friendly and really fun to talk to.
Best part is they're also clubber siao.
Seriously they made my working experience a really good one.
Hopefully I will be able to work there as long as I can.

I LOVE MY JOB!!!
:)

2009-09-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

BORED BORED BOOORED~~~
Was supposed to meet darling and Greg today.
But end up didn't because I didn't have the time.
So I was at town all alone.
Shopping for my stuffs.
Bought a pair of cute shoes and skinny jeans for work.
And then slacked at Mac Cafe for awhile and it's home-ed.

Reached home at about 10pm plus.
And because of boredom...

Yeahh.
Cam whore-ed.

After a few more hours I'm going into working life!!!
AHHHHH~~~!!

2009-09-01T16:09:00.001+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

2009-09-01T12:30:00.004+08:00

Went for my interview @ Marina Square yesterday.
I can say it went well.
I will be at Paragon..
Working @ Rip Curl. :)
Starting tomorrow 10.30am to 6.30pm.
I'm so so so excited and nervous at the same time!!
It's been so long since I've worked!!
AMANDA!!! YOU CAN DO IT!! :D

Yes yes~~
After my interview met up with darling and Benny yesterday.
Actually wanted to watch movie.
They wanted to watch Final Destination in 3D.
But I've watched it with Greg already.
I dont wanna EVER watch it again.
It's damn sick. >.<

So we just had our dinner..
And headed to Orchard Cine play lan.
First time we play Advance mode and didn't complete one map.
We took 2 hours on that map.

And then it's cab-ed home.

2009-08-31T15:11:00.002+08:00

What the SHIT!
Hangovers after another.
I think I'm gonna die.

Yesterday was home the whole day.
Until about 11 plus at night went out to the park down the road to meet Alex.
Cos my Ez-link card and ATM card was with him.
And then he also brought along a bottle of Dry Gin.
We bought Sprite as our mixer and cups from 7-11.

And then drink loh.
All the way till 5am.
And then SHIT.
My dad woke up already.
Called me and then I walked home feeling really drunk.

And today....
Was supposed to have an interview at Marina Square at 1pm.
In the end slept throughout.
So I text David and changed the timing to 5pm.

Seriously I need some rest from drinking
But people keep coming to jio me to drink..
Damn u people!!!
>.<

2009-08-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

I am confident, but
I still have my moments.
Baby, that's just me.

I'm not a supermodel
I still eat at Ronald's
Baby, that's just me.

well Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In a La-la land machine. Machine. Machine

Who said I can't wear my
Converse with my dress?
well Baby, That's just me!

And Who said I can't be single
have to go out and mingle
BABYYY, That's not me
Noo, noo.

well Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In the La-la land.

Tell me do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothing else is real
In the la-la land appeal

Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In La-la land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change
In a La-la land machine
Well I will stay the same
In La-la land...

Machine hey yea.. machine..machine

I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change
anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)

2009-08-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

FUCKING HELL!!
Seriously hang over really suck.

Went to Hard Rock Cafe last night.
98.7 had this event over there.
And we had free flow of almost everything from 9pm to 10.30pm.

This were the drinks we got.
And it's only 4 of us.
Alex, Marcus, Mimie, Catty and me.
All this fucking thing was the cause of my drunk-ness.
But before this set we had each a glass of red wine and some shots.
So yeah..

Let these pictures do the rest of the talking~~

I was so seriously damn drunk
I dont even know what I'm doing for the rest of the night.

All I know is I was brought to meet darling.
I cried..
Cab-ed home.
That's it.
-.-"

And when I woke up.
To my horror..
I have bruises all over my hands and leg.
And some small cuts on my fingers which I really dont know how I got them from.
Marcus just told me the whole story of my drunken night.
Damn!!!
I'm so cool~
LOL!!
=X

2009-08-29T11:51:00.006+08:00

Seriously..
If anyone ever ask me what's my hobby/how I past my time or what I love to do most..
I would say clubbing/pub-ing/drinking/dancing/singing.
LOL!! =X

Oh man.
I cant dont admit that I'm a heavy party animal.
What to do????
Amanda is like this.
Gotta accept who I am.
If not...
You can just f* yourself.
:)

Anyways..
Yesterday(28th Aug.) met up with Greg, my secondary school friend.
It's been quite sometime since I last seen him...
Yea.
Met at AMK Hub.
Had lunch at Sumo House.
And then cab-ed down to Inoma.(i think that's how it spells -.-)
Watched Final Destination in 3D!!!
It's my first time watching Final Destination.
The last 3 parts didn't watch.
Kah- ni-nahhhh!!
Super gruesome!!!
And I covered my eyes almost throughout the movie.

Ended at around 8 plus and we walked around Bugis Junction looking for a watch for myself.
Cause the previous watches I bought are either no battery already or the outer glass cracked.
So yea...
Then finally found a watch I fell in love with at Bugis Village.
:)

So Greg and I slacked at Starbucks while I'm waiting to meet Alex
to go drink somewhere some pub.

Oh yes!!!!
The best part of yesterday was that I found out Rayner..
Who is another of my secondary school friend..
He knows Alex too!!!
He's Rayner's in charge in camp if I'm not wrong...
And Greg kinda knows Alex too..
Damn funny luh!!!
The world is sooo fucking small!!

So then I met up with Alex...
Drink.
Drank.
HIGH~~~
And I forced Alex to take picture with me. =X

2am plus cab-ed home.

More photos taken on the 21st August @ Arena with Alex and Marcus..
The pictures speaks a thousand words.
Enjoyy~~~

One word to describe that day.
AWESOME HIGH-NESS!!!

2009-08-28T12:47:00.003+08:00

WOOOTS~!!
Yesterday stayed at home the whole damn day.
Facing the stupid computer making me super tired.
Plus the rain....
I love the rain.
Not because it's nice to stay home and sleep.
But it just gives me this soothing feeling.

Bah.
I seriously can't stay home.
I have been stuffing myself with food!!
Damn it.
Must eat less already.
I dont wanna end up like this...

Meeting Greg later.
:)

2009-08-27T13:15:00.002+08:00

26th August. Wednesday.
It was one of the most happening days of my weeks.
LOL!

Met up with Alex at YCK and went to enroll for our driving test.
After that train-ed to Bishan for Sakae Sushi!!! :D
*yumms~*

Darling and Benny met us after that
and actually wanted to watch movie but end up nothing nice on screen.
All we did was walking around Juntion 8 doing nothing..
Until I thought of a brilliant idea!
Singing!
So yeah!!!
We headed to Party World!!
Finally we have something to do.
And pictures with darling~~ :)

Sang till 10.30pm.
Darling headed home..
Benny dunno go where.
Alex and I met up with Marcus and headed to The Arena.

As usual..
Drank.
Quite High.
But not drunk this time.
Instead Marcus got himself drunk.
-.-"

3am and it's home-ed.

Fuck.
And I'm having stomach cramps now.
Guess periods are coming my way soon~~

2009-08-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

Very nice movie.
Recommended!!! :)

But before that met up with Alex earlier and then met with Cheryl and Vanessa at town.
Had lunch.
Walked around.
And then headed for the movie with Alex while Cheryl and Vanessa went back.

Headed to a pub near my house at Thomson Road.
Marcus joined us in a later time.

Left at about 12am..
Had supper at Prata House.

And then it's home sweet home.

Yeah~~ :)

2009-08-24T12:31:00.003+08:00

Short post.
Yesterday met up with Eddie and Cheryl to go for the Job fair at Suntec.
Saw some jobs which interest me.
Hopefully I will get shortlisted.
*fingers cross~~!!*

Then train-ed to Bedok.

Had dinner and took a bus to Eddie's house to drink.

That's all for the updates!!

2009-08-23T10:51:00.002+08:00

21st August. Friday
Finally got to meet darling Xiaowei after dunno how many months!!
Just nice as I was about to to PS to slack she sms and said she was alone at the same place.
So yea~~
We met! :)

After that she went for her class and darling came down to accompany me.
About 9pm we train-ed down to Harbourfront as I need to meet Marcus and Alex
while darling waited for Benny to end work.

Went to pub.
Had a tower and a jug of beer.
And then headed over to The Arena.
Danced and had more drinks.
And ofcos took crazy pictures~

Was kinda drunk and high at that point already.
And actually had to be home by 2am.
End up 4 plus then reached home.
Had fun though!! :)

22nd August. Saturday.
Met up with Eddie and his friend at town.
Slacked at Coffee Bean for awhile and walked to Orchard Central.
Saw MJ dance contest.
Some contestant really do look and dance like MJ sia.
Not bad.
*clap clap~~!*

Met Cheryl at PS.
Had KFC for dinner.
And then watched movie.

It's fucking GAY shit!!!
Super funny but damn SICK!!
I thought he actually looks quite good looking..
But his fucking GAY!! -.-"
Anyway..
This movie is Eddie's friend's first R21 movie.
LOL!!!
It's sure a HELL of an unforgettable first R21 movie for him. :D

Cheryl went back and we headed down to Clark Quay.
Ate at a coffee shop and actually we wanted to go down to Butter Factory.
But when we reached..
The queue was super long and we decided to change plan.
We headed to Harry's Bar at Esplanade instead.
Pictures taken with Eddie. :)

About 2 plus and it's cab-ed home.

2009-08-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

Out with Cheryl and Stacy(my lil' crazy cousin) today. :)
Today was simply tiring but really interesting.
Because today our main transport for traveling is taking cab.
Yea.
We freaking took cab every destination.
Plus Stacy paid for all the cab fare.
Super crazy luh!!

Okie.
Here's our journey....

Firstly, I was told to take cab from home to Queensway Ikea to meet Stacy.
Because I was late.(Stacy helped me pay.)
Cab from Ikea to MDIS because she had to pay her re-module fee.
Cab to Bugis.
Cab to Stacy's mum working place for awhile.
Cab to Funan to get Cheryl's lappy. But end up not there. -.-"
Cab back to Bugis, Inuma shopping Center to watch movie.

Inside one of the cabby~~

Stacy.

Cheryl.

Anyways..
We watched "Where Got Ghost" again as Cheryl have not watched it yet.
It's Stacy and mine second time watching it.
But first time watching in a different kind of cinema.
It's not Golden Village, Cathay, Lido or neither Eng Wah.

I dunno what is the name of the cinema..
But all I can say the theater is super spacious and really huge!!

Later at night met up with mum and dad fetch us to grandma's house for dinner.
And so that's it for my cute day today.
:)

a manda's ~

是你带我找到另一个天堂..

远比想像中更美..

我们怀抱里的 这一个天堂..

另一个梦想 有无限的快乐..

相信你是我的 另一个天堂..

给的爱多么纯粹..

因为你而存在 这一个天堂..

爱是直达的路线~~ ♥

Baby boy永远永远手牵手一步两步一起走

永远永远要记得我们要一起生活

不管晴天的时候, 不管下雨的时候

不放开手到永久我们要一起生活

两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事

你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手是我最幸福的所有

心里面有你建的角落

脆弱时我能够躲一躲

我要抱着你不要再错过你的爱 是最蓝那片天空

人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动

这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手心疼你会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角

我要回来给你依靠 哄你看你笑着睡着

照片里 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹

好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角

想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗