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at 12:56 AM

After 2 yrs of consecutive relationships, I've officially pronounced Single.
(Alright. Sound like I'm dead. -.-)
BUT I'M NOT OKAYYY!!!
I don't die just because I'm out-of-love.

Don't wanna go into details about my relationship.
Anyway it's over and it's the past.
Life still goes on.
And good thing is we still remained as friends.
Plus I have my friends and darling to turn to. :)


Had a good cry at home before going out at 4pm.

I felt so bad.
Actually supposed to meet Vanessa at 4.30pm and Cityhall.
But in the end met up with darling and Amanda at PS around 5-6pm??
Which made Vanessa waited for me at Cityhall for almost 2 hours!!
Because her phone suay suay no batt so can't contact her.
(To Vanessa: Sorry for making you wait!! We'll meet up soon and girl, please make sure your hp is fully charged!! =X )


Yups.
So that's it.
Had Pasta Mania for dinner and Cheryl came to meet us.


Headed to Bras Basah Complex.
Had talk cock-ing sessions, gossipings and cam-whoring!







The darlings who are perfect for each other. :D




Candid!




Edwina love Amanda love Amanda~~~ :D




Amandasssss. ~~ <3



Chery & Amandaaaa.




Hands of shadow!!!




Had fun with the girls.
Love them loads!
Especially darling who went through with me my ups and downs.
BIG MUACKS TO YOU!!!
*MUAAAAACKS!!* :DD
Of cause not to forget AMANDA too!! :))

Meeting Cheryl at 10am for breakfast @ AMK!!!
How great is that??!!
WOOT!


at 11:28 PM

Finally I finished reading the book Untamed.
And now I'm into the 5th book!

Yupps!
Heard from darling that after this book
I've gotta wait for 5 bloody months for the next series.
What the TOOT!

Surprise!
I didn't sit for my F&B paper today.
I woke up at 1pm plus and I was super duper moody.
I just didn't felt like myself at all.
Messaged bf and he too felt stress and didn't took the paper too.
Ah.
What the hack.

Anyhow, met darling for hair rebonding session @ Braddel. :D
They had promotion so why not go right?
Plus I need some pampering for myself. :)

It cost me $75 and darling's $95
and comes with a package of Treatment, Cut & Rebonding.
Super worth it right?
And now our hair looks super flat.
We even took pictures while doing our hair.
And darling also secretly took pictures of me. -.-"
Which was so ugly lahh!!
Pictures grab-ed from darling's post!!



LOL!



Oh.
Not to forget, we spent 3 1/2 hours sitting in that saloon.
Our poor butts!

And And Andddd!!!!
The guy who attended to me for the session is kinda cute!! =X
Plus he's super gentle too. :D
Especially when he dries my hair.
Reminds me of Tang Men in 不良笑花.
LOOL!!
Yeah.
I know I'm crazy. -.-

Headed to Toa Payoh Central after torturing our butts
and went to buy Koi Bubble Tea!
Every time I taste that bubble tea I'll remember of TPY KBox.
Simply miss those times~~~~



Pictures before heading home. :)
And you peeps can see how flat is my hair now.






at 12:11 AM

I dunno what's wrong with me but I'm just feeling weird and..
Just weird.
I'm blogging this is because I seriously stressed out in EXAMS and stuffs.
Plus this thing has been in my head spinning zillion times.
I should be studying and revising for my exams right now
but I am so not-in-the-mood.
So I'll continue with my post... first.

Our messages we text to each other really feel so "stranger".
It's like sweetness becoming bitterness.
All replies to each other is just either one/two words
or just some normal messages you get with texting a friend.

But when we meet it's the other way round.
We do things what normal couples do besides holding hands on streets.
That's one thing couples always does that we don't.
I mean of cause we used to but not now.
Or the past few months.
So whenever I see couples sweetly sweetly holding hands on the streets I will ask myself why.

It's like happening everyday.
Our daily lives.
We meet.
Most of the times with friends or classmates.
Talked, joked, sweet sweet for that moment or two.
He does call me by "baobei" or "baby".
And then when it's home-ed it's like totally different.
Only one word we texted which is kinda sweet is *muacks* and *baby* and that's it.

So many things had happened between us.
Too many things that made everything change.
Even my thinking/mind set did change.
I can't deny I often think that he's secretly seeing someone else.
Which I really really really wanna put this thinking aside. (But it won't go away.)

And I really don't like what happened during the past few months.
It's hell to me.
Darling knew everything.
She's the only person who I can really talk to from the bottom of my heart.
And also give me advise which nobody does.

I know how much I hope or wish for won't totally come my way.
Because he has his busy jobs schedules and school added on to the load.
(Darling told me the conversation both of them had on FB.)

But now, how I wish... so so much.. that we could be how we used to be 1 yr ago.
At least some sweet texting wont kill right?
I'm a girl too right?
A girl needs a lil` TLC (Tender-Loving-Care) from her guy isn't that true?
But.......
*sigh*
I'm crushed.


at 2:22 AM

It makes me so damn tempted to change my blog skin
after seeing so many people doing it.

First, xiaowei darling
Then yumi darling
Even xiaxue changed her blog skin!

So here's my brand new blog skin.

Although it's simple but I still think it's kinda cute. :)

Please leave comments about it yeahhh??

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27th, May.
Wednesday.
6pm Headed to Thomson Starbucks at to read my Untamed book.
And I've finished half of it already.
I'm really trying my best to read as slow as I could!

I can say I'm so glad Thomson opened Starbucks.
Which I need not go all the way to town just to sit, relax and smoke.
Just a straight bus from my house and *tah-duh!* :D

So then, 8pm plus went to find Shi Wei and bf at mac.
Took notes from Wei for F&B exams.
Stupid lecturer giving us a superb headache man!
We've to read and memories so damn much!

I HATE EXAMS!
*ROAR!*


at 11:38 PM

Okay.
In this post I wanna introduce you guys about this movie.

Yeah.
I don't really hear her music or seen her MTV.
Basically I don't know anything about her.
Anyway, I just read the Movie Plot and it makes me want to go watch!
It's a movie that is filled with the kind of fun, laughter and romance
Totally my kind of movie.

And after listening to her soundtracks from the movie "Hanna Montana"
I thought that the songs are kinda cool.


There are actually several soundtracks in the Movie.
But the among these, the one I love most is the song, You’ll Always Find your Way Back Home.

I got taken by the lyrics.
Especially the chorus.
And it goes like this...
you can change your hair. you can change clothes
you can change your mind , that's just the way it goes
you can say goodbye and you can say hello
but you'll always find your way back home

you can change your style you can change your jeans
you can learn to fly and you chase your dreams
you can laugh and cry but everybody knows
you'll always find your way back home.

Quite meaningful huh?
Plus the rhythm is kinda like High School Musical.
Catchy and you don't get tired of listening.
It give the "teenager style".
This is the FIRST Hannah Montana song I've ever listen.
And the FIRST I actually like!

Catch “HANNAH MONTANA:
THE MOVIE when it hits Singapore cinemas on 4 JUNE 2009!



at 11:11 PM

I feel so shitty right now.
Today was Accounting Paper and I SERIOUSLY CMI!
While studying for the paper yesterday nothings goes into my head.
Somebody kill me!
*faints*

I finished my nightmare paper at 5pm plus.
Then met up with Edwina darling, Xiao Wei and Amanda @ Cityhall.

We laughed.
Walked around.
Bought a pretty dress. :)
And walked around.
Laughed some more.
FINALLY BOUGHT THE 4th BOOK.
UNTAMED!

I'm a happy girl! :D



Pictures!!










The whole time we're just a bunch of crazy women.
Had fun fooling around. :)


at 1:43 AM

WOW WOW WOW!!!!
Darn it.
I'm so into the House Of Night Novel.
(All blame to darling! =X)

Now I'm on the 3rd book.
Chosen.

I just bought this book today and I'm almost finishing half of it.
I think I'm gonna change my name to ZOEY!!
Yups.
She's the main character.
And she sounds kinda sexy.
HAHA!!!

Enough of all my craps.
I think I'm marked too.
At my throat area.
One small patch of pinkish red which looks like a freaking LOVE BITE!
Fucking gross.

I was so engrossed on my HOS(House Of Night) Novel @ Thomson Plaza Starbucks.
I didn't noticed I've been bitten by a big bug/creature or something.
I don't even remember scratching my freaking neck.
DAMN IT!
The more I look the more it looks like a love bite!!!!!
Ohmygod!!
I swear it's not a God Damn love bite!
Trust me.
Com'on, alone at Starbucks?
A blood-sucking ghost sucked my blood huh?
*urgh!*

Oh.
And I just checked how many people view my blog this week.
149.
Alright I guess..
And the people came from 66.7% Singapore.
33.3% from Norway!
Cool. :)


at 12:53 AM

Wow.
Today was another craziness but with Cheryl this time.

Firstly, I went out to study in the late afternoon.
AT ESPLANADE!
BECAUSE I was think I have not been to Esplanade for so damn long.

Walked to the library and ohmygoodness!!
Everywhere was packed!
So I have no choice but to sit on the floor.
(P.s/I was wearing a dress for goodness sake!)

Plus they're have this library event going on.
First time I've been to a noisy library.
And I'm no not in the mood to study after that.
So damn noisy and distracting!
Up I went to the roof top.
Love the scenery up there.
Especially when it's at night.
Just by thinking of it, I don't think I've been to Esplanade with bf before.
*sigh*

Walked around waiting for Cheryl's message for me to meet her.
And saw this beautiful statue fountain.

I know it's very random but it reminds me of the "House Of Night".
The Goddess statue.
LOOL!


Enough of my addiction to the story. =X
Met Cheryl at the MRT station and train-ed to Orchard.
Cheryl wanted to buy the Eyelash Glue but in the end I bought it instead.
HAHA!!!!

Ate.
Smoked.(only I smoke. Cheryl's a goooood girl.)
Slacked.

Really super hard to find a nice place to slack.
Walked to Starbucks and Wheelock Place and it's packed.
Then walked all the way to Coffee Club.
Also packed. (We wanted to get a smoking table.)
Finally we stopped at the one beside Coffee Club.
It's called Organic Coffee something. (Forgotten the name~)
I ordered a Cafe Latte+ choco muffin and Cheryl ordered Alovera Tea.




My out of shape Choco Muffin!!

Looks damn gross lah!!
Like a pile of shit??
*puke*


We started chatting about Dramas, Actresses, Kopi Kias...
But our main topic is on mao~ (Hair!!)
Yeah. weird topic I know.
LOOL!
Overall our conversation is just all about maoss maoss and more maoss maoss!!!!
(Darling. I think you know what is it bah. HAHA!!! )
But anways, only those who chatted with me knows what am I talking about.
So anyone of you seriously don't have any idea about what I'm talking about..
You may skip this post for today!

Back to my subject.
Cheryl and I started to go deeper into our mao topic.
Like, what some colored maoss maoss means.
Some of them we listed.
Yellow mao, Blue mao, Purple mao and Red mao.
And lastly, sexy mao mao???
LOL!

Yellow: Means the mao too long never wash.
Purple: Means the mao kana poisoned?
Bue: The mao too much. Like one lump!!
Red: The mao bleeding!! (sounds wrong though.)

Okiee.
We just made those lame stuff up.

We just simply LAUGH-OUT-LOUD like no one's business.
Didn't even cared if people are watching us.
Just having a great time about our mao topic.
Cheryl laugh till she even teared.
Damn kua-zhang. =.="

After all the crappy bitchy-ness we headed home. :)


at 12:24 PM

We really can clique very well together.
We have the same mind set.
Loads of topics to chat about.
Any problems that's the only person I can turn to.
Cause only that person knows me best.
We've actually been friends for 8 years and still going strong.
We love each other OH-SO-MUCH!!!!


Can guess who is it?


Yeap!
She's my darling. :)
LOL!!!

Met darling at Bishan at 10pm plus .
Before that were actually sms-ing each other deciding where can we go to slack.
So first stop it's Coffee Bean!!
Darling ordered her Double Chocolate drink.
And Ultimate Mocha + double choco chip muffin for myself.

Yummy delicious~~



After awhile ZS came and join us.
We actually didn't stayed there for long because there ain't any smoking table at Coffee Bean.
Means we must "secretly" stand a corner to smoke so as not to let the staff know.
Damn stupid loh.




So we decided to leave and go to a void deck or playground to chill out.
Bought snacks and drinks.



At this moment, darling and I kept gossiping gossiping and gossiping non stop!!
*LOL!! (covers mouth) giggles (swings hair) and spins around~~~~*
You guys might not understand what that is.
But darling you know can already.
HAHA!!!



Ice cream!!!!

It's my treat.
(Darling, no need return me the money OK!!! IT'S ONLY $2!!!! I not so gei gao~)
=X




Oh yes.
I love darling like she LOOOOVESSSS me!!!!
LOOL!


at 1:19 AM

Yesterday(21st May, Thursday) was not really a good day for me.

Starting from the time I woke up..
1pm plus.
Firstly bf said he had things to do in the afternoon so I can't meet him.
So I was at home playing FB, Audition, and thinking of where to go or do.
Lucky my savior(my darling), messaged me to go out for L4d @ Parklane.

Went to get ready and one thing about my fake eyes lash.
I am so going to buy a new eye lash glue.
Because of that I left my house at 6pm.
(And that's the time I should have met up with darling.)

And then I waited for the bus so damn long plus I was already ultra late.
And so I decided to take a cab.
Just when I walked out of the bus stop, someone came in front of me and snatched my cab.
When I was waiting no cab in sight at all!!
Worst thing is it started to rain heavily.
And add to my growling stomach as I didn't consume any food since the time I woke up...
I was seriously in a grumpy mood.

Finally a cab stopped for me and headed to Parklane to meet darling and ZS.
The fucking cab fare costs a BOMB!
$17.50!!!!
The cab uncle actually went one freaking round lah!!
Damn fucker sia.

Anyways...
When I finally reached, I had the first meal of the day
And then waited for Amanda to come join us.
It's L4D again!!!
Played Advance mode No Mercy, Verses Mode, and Death Toll Easy Mode.
Amanda left early as she's meeting her other friends.
So darling, ZS and I continued playing.

The game was actually quite peaceful
until a guy sitting just two seats away from us joined our game.
He actually joined in almost ALL of our game.
And he's TOTALLY NUTS!!!
He keeps shouting and screaming at the top of his freaking lungs like a girl!!!
Even darling and I also never went to that extend.
Can't stand him.

We played till about 11pm and train-ed home.


Pictures taken with my cute Pluto bf caught for me.


:)


Actually today's plan was to meet my 2 darlings for shopping
But was just been canceled.
Because Xiaowei had something on last minute.

So...
Maybe I'll plan something for myself then. :)

I'll be meeting bf for lunch..
Maybe meeting darling for shopping??
.....Or maybe I'll find some place nice which I can relax, slack and revise for my exams at the same time!!
Sounds good huh? :)


at 12:20 AM

Just finished reading Marked, House Of Night Novel.
Which darling intro-ed me. :)

It's amazing.
It's like Twilight+Harry Potter add up together.
Magical.
Yeah. That's the word to describe it.
And now I'm continuing my "Night Journey" to Betrayed.

(Darling, thanks ya. I'm Stuck and addicted to it already. LOL.)



Anyways.
Yesterday afternoon, 3.30pm.
Met bf and Shi Wei @ the coffee shop just downstairs bf's house for lunch.
Actually our plan is to study and revise for our exams but in the end...


Yup!
Bf went to catch toy again.
We hit the Jackpot spending 6o bucks.
And exchanged for the white giraffe to a giant PLUTO!


Yup yup.
That's the cute fury yellow one bf is hugging.
And it's now lying on my bed waiting for me to hug it to sleep! :D



After that it's L4D.
Bf, Shi Wei and I played Advance mode on Death Air.
Last part died countless times but we still completed!!!
1 hour 52 minutes.
Super loads of zombies and really too many of Smokers and Hunters!

Bf send me home after that.
But I didn't want to stay at home revising
reason is because it's damn distracting having a computer at home you know.
So I went out again.
To Thomson Plaza Starbucks.
Had a Tall Java Chip(my all time favorite at Starbucks).
And a chocolate chip muffin to go along. (yummy..) :)
I actually thought of being a good student.
Took out my notes and textbook, but just for a few minutes and I closed it.
Decided to read my Marked book.
That's when I finally finish reading it.(Hoho~~)

Oh yes.
While I was there reading my book, there's this gay with his guy sitting just behind me.
O-M-G!
I can't stand the way he talk.
The other guy was more like a guy then the other gay guy.
I actually "accidentally" overheard their conversation.



And part of their conversation goes something like this:

Gay: What you want to drink? I go order.
Guy: Umm... It's ok. Don't want.
Gay: (insist) I don't care you got to order. Don't make me scream.
Guy: Uhh.. Ice Mocha.
(Gay starts swing his arms and butt from left to right to the counter and walks back after a few minutes)

Gay: Do you want whip cream on your Macha?
Guy: No.
Gay: No ah? Ok.
(And starts swinging his arms and butt to the counter again.)



I sms-ed darling after that and told her about it.
She "Laughed Out Loud" and said...
"imagine the gay screaming at the top of his lungs stomping his feet at the other guy."

Oh yes.
I can imagine it.
THAT WILL BE SUPER HILARIOUS!!!!
(And I think I would video it down too!!)



at 11:34 PM

Alright.
Updates on 18th May, Monday.

Met bf, Shi Wei and CM @ AMK Central about 3pm plus.
Went to have our lunch at Pizza Hut.
After that filling lunch went to sit at a void deck to copy down our exams notes from CM.
The 3 of us went to catch toy toy at while waiting for darling and ZS.
We spent lost of our time in the arcade catching cute toys.
It's been long since bf catch me a cute toy. :)

And then it's L4D.
Played new maps which we never seen/played before.
Quite interesting at first until it start to lag on every new map we play.
Fantasy Castle & Shopping Mall was so dumb lah! -.-"

CM left early.
We played till about 12am plus, had our supper and all of us cab-ed down to bf house.
Watched WWE dvd till 4am plus.
Darling, ZS & bf all went to my house to stay over.



19th May, Tuesday.
Woke up at around 2 plus in the afternoon.
Left my house and headed to AMK Hub.
Bought tickets for Uninvited and had lunch at Ah Mei.
7pm plus movie ended and it's another round of L4D.
This time we tried Advance mode on No Mercy.
Play till super stress sia.
We took 1 hour 45 minutes to complete a map.
(At least we completed!!!)
And another map, Normal mode on Death Toll.
Also completed. :)

And it's home-ed.


Here are the pictures taken during the process on 18th May, Monday.



Lunch @ Pizza Hut.





Silly bf having a drum stick in his mouth.




& my ice cream dessert!! =P




Copying notes @ void deck.
This is how a life of a student is.
STRESS!




Catch toy toy time~~





Bf caught those small doggies and the middle mini Minnie mouse's CM.




Playing Jackpot.




Bf spent about 40 bucks to catch me this!!!


My lovely Minnie Mouse!!! :D



Plus LOADS of yummy sweets and biscuits.




That's all the pictures!!
And this week we'll be mugging for exams!!
(somebody save me please...)