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at 3:11 PM

What the SHIT!
Hangovers after another.
I think I'm gonna die.

Yesterday was home the whole day.
Until about 11 plus at night went out to the park down the road to meet Alex.
Cos my Ez-link card and ATM card was with him.
And then he also brought along a bottle of Dry Gin.
We bought Sprite as our mixer and cups from 7-11.

And then drink loh.
All the way till 5am.
And then SHIT.
My dad woke up already.
Called me and then I walked home feeling really drunk.

And today....
Was supposed to have an interview at Marina Square at 1pm.
In the end slept throughout.
So I text David and changed the timing to 5pm.

Seriously I need some rest from drinking
But people keep coming to jio me to drink..
Damn u people!!!
>.<


at 7:52 PM



I am confident, but
I still have my moments.
Baby, that's just me.

I'm not a supermodel
I still eat at Ronald's
Baby, that's just me.

well Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In a La-la land machine. Machine. Machine

Who said I can't wear my
Converse with my dress?
well Baby, That's just me!

And Who said I can't be single
have to go out and mingle
BABYYY, That's not me
Noo, noo.

well Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In the La-la land.

Tell me do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothing else is real
In the la-la land appeal

Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything.
Because of where I
had my start, and where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In La-la land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change
In a La-la land machine
Well I will stay the same
In La-la land...

Machine hey yea.. machine..machine

I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change
anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)


at 2:00 PM

FUCKING HELL!!
Seriously hang over really suck.

Went to Hard Rock Cafe last night.
98.7 had this event over there.
And we had free flow of almost everything from 9pm to 10.30pm.

This were the drinks we got.
And it's only 4 of us.
Alex, Marcus, Mimie, Catty and me.
All this fucking thing was the cause of my drunk-ness.
But before this set we had each a glass of red wine and some shots.
So yeah..



Let these pictures do the rest of the talking~~










I was so seriously damn drunk
I dont even know what I'm doing for the rest of the night.

All I know is I was brought to meet darling.
I cried..
Cab-ed home.
That's it.
-.-"

And when I woke up.
To my horror..
I have bruises all over my hands and leg.
And some small cuts on my fingers which I really dont know how I got them from.
Marcus just told me the whole story of my drunken night.
Damn!!!
I'm so cool~
LOL!!
=X


at 11:51 AM

Seriously..
If anyone ever ask me what's my hobby/how I past my time or what I love to do most..
I would say clubbing/pub-ing/drinking/dancing/singing.
LOL!! =X

Oh man.
I cant dont admit that I'm a heavy party animal.
What to do????
Amanda is like this.
Gotta accept who I am.
If not...
You can just f* yourself.
:)

Anyways..
Yesterday(28th Aug.) met up with Greg, my secondary school friend.
It's been quite sometime since I last seen him...
Yea.
Met at AMK Hub.
Had lunch at Sumo House.
And then cab-ed down to Inoma.(i think that's how it spells -.-)
Watched Final Destination in 3D!!!
It's my first time watching Final Destination.
The last 3 parts didn't watch.
Kah- ni-nahhhh!!
Super gruesome!!!
And I covered my eyes almost throughout the movie.

Ended at around 8 plus and we walked around Bugis Junction looking for a watch for myself.
Cause the previous watches I bought are either no battery already or the outer glass cracked.
So yea...
Then finally found a watch I fell in love with at Bugis Village.
:)

So Greg and I slacked at Starbucks while I'm waiting to meet Alex
to go drink somewhere some pub.

Oh yes!!!!
The best part of yesterday was that I found out Rayner..
Who is another of my secondary school friend..
He knows Alex too!!!
He's Rayner's in charge in camp if I'm not wrong...
And Greg kinda knows Alex too..
Damn funny luh!!!
The world is sooo fucking small!!

So then I met up with Alex...
Drink.
Drank.
HIGH~~~
And I forced Alex to take picture with me. =X


2am plus cab-ed home.



More photos taken on the 21st August @ Arena with Alex and Marcus..
The pictures speaks a thousand words.
Enjoyy~~~









One word to describe that day.
AWESOME HIGH-NESS!!!


at 12:47 PM

WOOOTS~!!
Yesterday stayed at home the whole damn day.
Facing the stupid computer making me super tired.
Plus the rain....
I love the rain.
Not because it's nice to stay home and sleep.
But it just gives me this soothing feeling.

Bah.
I seriously can't stay home.
I have been stuffing myself with food!!
Damn it.
Must eat less already.
I dont wanna end up like this...




Meeting Greg later.
:)


at 1:15 PM

26th August. Wednesday.
It was one of the most happening days of my weeks.
LOL!

Met up with Alex at YCK and went to enroll for our driving test.
After that train-ed to Bishan for Sakae Sushi!!! :D
*yumms~*

Darling and Benny met us after that
and actually wanted to watch movie but end up nothing nice on screen.
All we did was walking around Juntion 8 doing nothing..
Until I thought of a brilliant idea!
Singing!
So yeah!!!
We headed to Party World!!
Finally we have something to do.
And pictures with darling~~ :)




Sang till 10.30pm.
Darling headed home..
Benny dunno go where.
Alex and I met up with Marcus and headed to The Arena.

As usual..
Drank.
Quite High.
But not drunk this time.
Instead Marcus got himself drunk.
-.-"

3am and it's home-ed.

Fuck.
And I'm having stomach cramps now.
Guess periods are coming my way soon~~


at 1:40 PM


Very nice movie.
Recommended!!! :)



But before that met up with Alex earlier and then met with Cheryl and Vanessa at town.
Had lunch.
Walked around.
And then headed for the movie with Alex while Cheryl and Vanessa went back.

Headed to a pub near my house at Thomson Road.
Marcus joined us in a later time.

Left at about 12am..
Had supper at Prata House.

And then it's home sweet home.

Yeah~~ :)


at 12:31 PM

Short post.
Yesterday met up with Eddie and Cheryl to go for the Job fair at Suntec.
Saw some jobs which interest me.
Hopefully I will get shortlisted.
*fingers cross~~!!*

Then train-ed to Bedok.




Had dinner and took a bus to Eddie's house to drink.


That's all for the updates!!


at 10:51 AM

21st August. Friday
Finally got to meet darling Xiaowei after dunno how many months!!
Just nice as I was about to to PS to slack she sms and said she was alone at the same place.
So yea~~
We met! :)

After that she went for her class and darling came down to accompany me.
About 9pm we train-ed down to Harbourfront as I need to meet Marcus and Alex
while darling waited for Benny to end work.

Went to pub.
Had a tower and a jug of beer.
And then headed over to The Arena.
Danced and had more drinks.
And ofcos took crazy pictures~






Was kinda drunk and high at that point already.
And actually had to be home by 2am.
End up 4 plus then reached home.
Had fun though!! :)



22nd August. Saturday.
Met up with Eddie and his friend at town.
Slacked at Coffee Bean for awhile and walked to Orchard Central.
Saw MJ dance contest.
Some contestant really do look and dance like MJ sia.
Not bad.
*clap clap~~!*


Met Cheryl at PS.
Had KFC for dinner.
And then watched movie.


It's fucking GAY shit!!!
Super funny but damn SICK!!
I thought he actually looks quite good looking..
But his fucking GAY!! -.-"
Anyway..
This movie is Eddie's friend's first R21 movie.
LOL!!!
It's sure a HELL of an unforgettable first R21 movie for him. :D


Cheryl went back and we headed down to Clark Quay.
Ate at a coffee shop and actually we wanted to go down to Butter Factory.
But when we reached..
The queue was super long and we decided to change plan.
We headed to Harry's Bar at Esplanade instead.
Pictures taken with Eddie. :)


About 2 plus and it's cab-ed home.


at 9:55 PM

Out with Cheryl and Stacy(my lil' crazy cousin) today. :)
Today was simply tiring but really interesting.
Because today our main transport for traveling is taking cab.
Yea.
We freaking took cab every destination.
Plus Stacy paid for all the cab fare.
Super crazy luh!!

Okie.
Here's our journey....

Firstly, I was told to take cab from home to Queensway Ikea to meet Stacy.
Because I was late.(Stacy helped me pay.)
Cab from Ikea to MDIS because she had to pay her re-module fee.
Cab to Bugis.
Cab to Stacy's mum working place for awhile.
Cab to Funan to get Cheryl's lappy. But end up not there. -.-"
Cab back to Bugis, Inuma shopping Center to watch movie.



Inside one of the cabby~~

Stacy.




Cheryl.





Anyways..
We watched "Where Got Ghost" again as Cheryl have not watched it yet.
It's Stacy and mine second time watching it.
But first time watching in a different kind of cinema.
It's not Golden Village, Cathay, Lido or neither Eng Wah.

I dunno what is the name of the cinema..
But all I can say the theater is super spacious and really huge!!



Later at night met up with mum and dad fetch us to grandma's house for dinner.
And so that's it for my cute day today.
:)


at 11:47 PM

So sorry for the late updates!!
Was simply enjoying too much.

Anyways..
Pictures on "chicken's" b'day!! :D





:)



18th August. Tuesday.
It was Marcus Birthday.
He was sick so he got 3 days mc? -.-
Met up with him for dinner and movie.
"Where Got Ghost"
The movie was HILARIOUS!!!
I practically laughed till I teared...

After that went a pub at Harbourfront.
And Alex came and join us in a later time.

2 bottles of Martell + a jug of beer = High-ness!!
And then 2am Alex drove me home.


19th August. Wednesday.
It was just amazing!
Got to meet darling.
It's her treat!!! :D
But 1st met Marcus.
Sat at the park just down my house to chat and then cab-ed to Bishan meet darling.

Cab-ed to Greatworld as she reserved a table there.
I forgot what's the name of that Jap. Restaurant but we really took super lots of foods
until our table was filled!

Pictures are with darling.

And then train-ed over to Vivo and waited for Benny to off work.
While waiting darling and I went shopping.
She bought a Guess wallet and a shirt from forgot which shop.
LOL!

Headed over to Bugis to play lan after that.
Seriously the new map for L4D is really CMI.
Made us super giddy and sick!
Stupid map.

And it's home-ed!





P/s: I LOVE YOU DARLING~~ :)


at 12:23 PM

Finally got to meet up with Vanessa.
She's just tooooo busy with her working stuff.
:)

Met at town.
Had fun chatting about guys...
And later at night went to walk around Ion.
Super huge shopping mall.
Didn't get to walk the all of it cos she had to go back early.
But before that took pictures!!


It's been so long since we've taken pictures together. :)



And then later at night went to celebrate chee keong's birthday at a pub located at Chinatown.
Alex came and accompany me.
Had great fun taking silly pictures with chicken.
Photos are with darling~~~

And yeah..
I'm now single again.
This time I wont make the same old mistakes again.


我们都学得会 学会一个人面对

爱不能是谁
应该帮助的绝对

离开后才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界

我不要完美 只要能再回到原位

我只要 找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁


能给我安慰 原来就在我周围


at 2:49 PM

Should I just give up?
Should I just forget everything and live my life as it used to be?
I'm tired of pretending to be someone else.
I just wanna be back who I used to be.



到後來才發現愛你是一種習慣
我學楨你說一樣的謊

你總是要我在你身旁
說幸福該是什麼模樣

你給我的天堂 其實是一片荒涼




要是我早可以和你一刀兩斷 我們就不必在愛裡勉強




可是我真的不夠勇敢 總為你忐忑為你心軟
畢竟相愛一場 不要誰心裡帶著傷



我可以永遠笑著 扮演你的配角 在你的背後自己煎熬


如果你不想要 想退出要趁早
我沒有非要一起到老


我可以不問感覺 繼續為愛討好
冷眼的看著你的驕傲

若有情太難了 想別戀要趁早
就算迷戀你的擁抱

忘了就好..




愛已至此怎樣的說法
都能成為理由

我在這樣的愛情裡看見的 是男人的軟弱...


at 1:03 PM

I NEED A JOB!!!

No.



I SERIOUSLY NEED A FREAKIN' JOB!

Finding office jobs.
Admin, tele marketing....
Except accounting please..

If anyone come across this blog or this post..
Please tag me!!!!
Thanks! :D


at 1:46 PM

Have been feeling low these few days.
Or can I say weeks.

Dont have the mood to do anything.
No mood go school.
No mood to eat.

All I do is drink.
I guess alcohol is my best friend for this period of time.




What can I say?
Everything's changing.

My life.
Relationship.
People.


I just wanna break free of everything.
I mean.

EVERY FUCKING THING!



I rather be alone ....
I want to be alone.


我累了...

这一次 我不要 再当个傻瓜

为什么每个街角我都感伤

我不想 让回忆吞噬了眼眶





算了吧.






at 2:05 PM

I dont know what to blog.
I dont know what's in my mind.
I dont know what am I doing.
I dont know my life.
I dont know...
.. you.


I just feel lost.
Making myself drunk and throw myself into the arms of a stranger.

I thought my life would be different.
But guess it's the other way round.


What if I cant love anymore.
Cant trust anymore?




My boy..
I'm dying inside.


at 2:33 PM

Yesterday watched G.I Joe @ PS with Marcus.
And then slacked at Sentosa Tanjong Beach with Alex.
Left at 6am and cab-ed home.



Simply LOVE cam-whoring. :)












到底爱剩多少需要思考承诺随爱蒸发掉


面对冷的空气冷的墙壁
冷到昏迷难道我真的快窒息


就让回忆停止呼吸成冰.





















* 我不再去想別人怎麼看.. 現在我只想做我自己 真的很愉快


at 1:00 PM

Arena last night!
Ultra high ULTRA fun!

But before that was having BBQ at home.
Ate and drank.
4 cans of beer and was slightly high already.

Then about 9 plus Marcus came and fetch me.
Headed to Tampines to fetch Alex and off to the Arena.
Two of their friends joined us.

Opened a Cannon Matell.
Danced and high till 5 plus in the morning.
Marcus fetched us back.
And home-ed at 6am.

Now let the pictures do all the talking!! :D