. (:




« go back

« go back

at 3:06 PM

I MISS DEAR DEAR!!!
>.<~~

Wonder how am I going to survive those 5 days without him.

Yesterday after dinner at ah mah's house went to meet the gang @ Iluma.
As we're celebrating baba's birthday.
My dear, darling, amanda yeo, baba, cass and one of their friend who I dont really know.

Headed to Boat Quay 12 Element.
And then more ppl arrived.
Stayed till about 1 plus..
And then next stop is at Chinatown one of the so called "club"

Drink drink drink...
But lucky not drunk.
Just slightly tipsy.

Had so much fun with the friends over there. :)

Seeing baba and huajie kept telling dear to treat me well or else they'll beat him up...
really made me so happy.
But of cause not in a bad way lah..
LOL!!!!!

But I know dear dear will treat me well.

And I love him as much as he does.
♥

是你带我找到另一个天堂..

远比想像中更美..

我们怀抱里的 这一个天堂..

另一个梦想 有无限的快乐..

相信你是我的 另一个天堂..

给的爱多么纯粹..

因为你而存在 这一个天堂..

爱是直达的路线~~ ♥

at 1:41 PM


Cute little fei hong wan pi bao given by my very own Dalang!!
♥ ♥ ♥


Met dear after the day he arrived in Sg.
Went for movies and ate our dinner at Kallang.
After that headed to Amanda Yeo's house.
And it's home-ed.

But before going back.
I found out my bag was bloated.
And inside hidden a fen hong wan pi bao!!!
:D

I love it!!
So cute.

But ofcos I ♥ my dear dear most. :)

The days meeting up with dalang although it's simple.
But it's always so sweet.
:)


Sad news is I'm going overseas soon.
On the 24th Fed to 2nd March.

It's like...
After dear came back for a few days and I got to leave already.
I wish I can just stay back and stay beside dear everyday.

But as what he said..
This isn't a bad thing.. distance can make us miss each other more.
And because of that our love will be stronger.
:)

I believe in that.


at 11:22 AM

To my surprise..
Dalang came back just yesterday night!!!!!
Which I thought he'll came back today!!!
:D

When I got an sms from him I was like speechless!!!
Super super happy~~
I've been waiting for this day oh-so-much!!
:)


Yesterday's day was really nice but tiring.
Met Vanessa and her bf, Jaycen @ town.
Walked around at first...
And then he gave us photoshoots for the whole day!!
We shot all around orchard hotels.
LOL~

Thanks Mr Jaycen for the hardwork!!!
Your photos looks wonderful.
:)

Here are the previews of some photos taken that Jaycen sent to me.
And there's still much much more that's not sent yet!!!!
I edited those photos till wanna go bonkers already.
>.<~~










These are just a few of them.
Wanna view more go to my Facebook yeah??
:)


AND AND AND~~!!!!!!
I'm meeting Dalang Jos later~~~
Movies, dinner and then some peace and quiet time together!!
Weeeee~~ :D


at 1:21 AM

These few days without him..
Really suck.
>.<~
Misses dalang sooo much!!!
But he's coming back to me soon!!!
Plus I'm officially in a relationship!!
14th Feb is the day.
:)

He'll always be the one who makes my heart skip a beat. ~ <3


Hmmms..
Anyway....
Notices someone's girlfriend had been reading my blog too!!!!
Oh.
Fuck.
Shall not give a damn.
I'm happy the way I am now and what I have now.
That's it.
:)





Chinese New Year is always the same old same old.
House visiting and all..
It's like you get paid for you to say "Happy New Year".
LOL!!!!


OH YES!!!!
Not to forget I've got a big big present on Chinese New Year from daddy!!!
Iphone!!!
:D
Finally I own my iphone!!
And now I'm facebook-ing on my iphone almost everyday?

LOL~











P/s: Dalang dalang~~~ kuai dian hui lai~~ >.<"


at 3:13 AM

Happy happy day~~~~!!!!!!
:D

Just back going out with my Dalang(Joseph Tan)!!!
:)

But before that met Cheryl @ Bugis at 4 plus.
Walked around and around~~~
Bought my Dalang a little teddy bear that wrote "just you and me"
:)

Till about 7 plus my Dalang came and fetch me for dinner @ Lavander.
Had pig organ soup.
*yumms~~~*

And then headed to Esplanade.
Sat there.
Chit chat.
Got to know each other's love life.
And I gave Dalang the bear bear~~~~
:)
Glad he loves it.
At least there's something that will let him think of me.
Hehehe..

Then next stop.
Marina Bariage.

Even if it's just sitting there.
Doing nothing..
But I still really enjoyed myself alot with Dalang.
We chat.
We laughed.
We joked.
We enjoyed the wind.
We looked at the stars together.


These small little things we do feels sweet in my heart.
Really happy being with him.
:)

Actually happy is not the word.

It's more than that.



Knowing Dalang is going to leave Bao Zhu Jie on the 14th Feb for Thailand.
Being away from Bao Zhu Jie for 4 days...
Really very she bu de..
:(





I know I'll miss Dalang loads~~~


at 1:47 PM

:)

Yesterday went to cousin house to do my nails.
Done like a professional!!!
I love it lots!!!
:D


Stayed there for awhile and then about 8 plus took a bus to Yishun Interchange.
While on the way..
I suddenly thought about him.
The past things..
And my mood suddenly changed.

I seriously thought of going to drink.
Just when I got a message from my dalang!!!
I smiled.
And the urge to drink is gone.

I really don't know why..
I just feel something very special for him.
:)

It's like whenever I see him I will feel super happy.
The feeling is just describable.

I know when dalang gets to see this he'll be very very happy.
LOL!!!
But this is how I feel.
And it's from my heart.
:)


Dalang will always be Bao Zhu Jie's only one ♥.


at 2:38 PM

Finally things have been smooth for me.

Although he's still calling and messaging me sometimes..
It still hurts me for letting him go.
But I kinda have no choice.

He's who he is.
No matter how much he said he changed.
Everything is still the same.


Anyway..
About my week...
I've knew lots of new bunch of crazy and funny friends!!!
Hanging out with them really can let me forget all those unhappy and unpleasant thoughts.

Plus I got to know someone special too!!!
My Dalang!!!!
:)

So many interesting things happened.
Words cant describe how refreshing I feel right now.
Especially with my new funny friends.
And not to forget..
My Dalang.
:)


at 5:41 PM

Everything's over .

I know what are the lies you said.
I know mostly what u did behind me.

I'm such a fool to believe such a person!!!

I've learned my lesson.
Getting hurt once again.

You said girls lies.
Everyone lies.

You even looked straight into my eyes and LIED!!!!

I should give a a round of applause.


I wonder how many girls u every flirted behind my back.
You're not worth for me to keep..
Sorry...


* 你为什么说谎 ...


at 1:02 PM

Seriously, I cant believe what has happened.
Or shall I say is happening...

I really really want to post out everything here.

But......



*sigh~*



I can't believe such "human being" exist in the planet.


Fucked up player.

Sick SHIT!!!

The most disgusting creature I've every met!!!!!!!!!




ARGHHH!!!!!!!





I really feel like screaming my lungs out.
Throwing everything I know from the beginning.
I want to tell the world what a fucking JERK are you!!!!!!

And just disappear...


You're such a great actor.

Ought to have "The Most Outstanding Actor of the year"