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Finally got to meet bf yesterday!!
Due to his busy busy schedule these few weeks..
He had very little time for me..
Even though it's just an hour plus I'm happy enough.
Finally got to hug and kiss him.


Went to bf house at 4.30pm.
Just there to have each others company.
Sweet sweet just like the old days we used to be. :)
And then about 7pm bf had to attend some things so I met darling at Bishan.
Walked around aimlessly and I decided to buy a Mama's Day gift for my Mama.
So happened that we walked to this small stall selling chocolates and I bought this.


12 different types of chocolates which I chosen.
Hopefully mummy will like it.


So then, darling and I went to a void to have chit chat + smoking + more chit chat session.
LOADS of things we talked about.
But I'm sure I can list them out.

First, we talked about how we got to know our current bf.
Just by thinking how I got to know my bf was super funny.
And super sweet at the same time.


Secondly, we talked about how many ex-bf we actually had.
And those disgusting and super hilarious moments of our secondary school days.


Thirdly, we talked about our classmates. Those childish, no brains "friends" we USED to hand out with.

And forth, darling really came out with a super logical thing about smoking.
I seriously totally agree with darling.
We noticed most of our friends we know who smoke
are more mature than those who don't smoke or who quit smoking.
Smoking is actually quite good for the brains.
It really helps you to think.
Example when you're alone and you take out your cig, you will tend to think lots of stuff.
Relationship, work, friends, or whatever you can think of.
I think it's very true.
Only those people who smoke knows what I'm talking about.
So those who don't understand you can just skip this paragraph.


Speaking about how we got to know our bfs.
I shall now say about how I got to find my lovely boy. :D
Be prepared. Cause it's gonna be a loooooog one.


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It started when I started working at K-box @ Toa Payoh.
I was with my ex at that time and he also went for the interview with me.
And both of us was selected to work in the same outlet together.

As those friends who are close to me knows that I'm actually quite shy to people around me.
Especially those people I don't really know.
But till I met this particular person.
I find that he's funny, nice, and really love to joke around.
Due to my shy character, I didn't approached to talk to him.

As days, and weeks goes by we did chat.
He actually did treated me kinda special in a way..
But at that time I didn't think much.
So I treated him as those normal friend to friend kind.
Out of the blue, I don't know what came into me I asked darling for his number.
And started to message him.
But as a friend too as I was still with my ex.

More days past, I had this really strange feeling.
And sometimes hearing people gossiping and giving me strange looks.
But still... I didn't think so much.

When suddenly my ex was transferred to another outlet.
From there, things started to get crazy.
I noticed that he was at his best mood and everyday he'll come and disturb me..
Making me laugh and other collages will give us that look.

One fine day, I over heard somethings he and other friends saying that he likes me and stuff.
I didn't cared much actually.
I was actually quite confused.
So I asked darling about it.
Seems she knew what's going on.
Telling me why not try hanging out with him.
Saying he's a really fun guy to be with and will actually treat his gf well.
I was super confused lah. And some more I was still with my ex.
So I just didn't thought anything about it and just continue with my life.

One night, I quarreled with my ex and just suddenly I thought about him.
Messaged him and told him about my stuff about my ex.
He called and we met up outside my house somewhere which used to have a 24 prata house.
(That was our first time meeting out.)
Darling and her bf came to meet us as well.

From that day onwards we went to work together.
He'll take a cab over to my house and pick me up.

We started to get closer and closer to each other.
Going to work together, late night meetings and we'll go drink with his friends.
He'll buy me ice cream at work, giving me surprises which I totally unexpected.
Etc ect ect.....

Until something happened and I broke up with my ex.
He finally messaged me many sweet message that made my heart melt.
He asked me to be his girl.
I did thought for awhile.
But I accepted him.
As in my heart he's the guy who keeps brightening up me days.
Always so funny and really nice to hang out with.
He's the first and only boyfriend who actually call me his princess.
And also made me feel like one too.
From that day I said to myself that I'll never find someone like him.
And so we lasted till this day. :)
And that is now still my Jason boy.


And baby this is for you.
If you happen to read this post..
I just wanna say that I really hope you will be like that time how you treat me.
I miss your sweet messages that you sent me.
So baby, I do hope from this day onwards
we'll have more sweet talks/messages to each other.
Just to remind of us that we still have the feeling like we had in the past..
You don't have to keep buying stuff for me like the past.
As I know you have money issues.
I really don't mind.
I just hope our feelings will be like we used to.
I don't want anymore cold wars or stupid quarrels any more.

Remember our promise..?
No secrets between us.
If we have any misunderstanding we'll talk things out.
Always be faithful and trust each other..
And nor matter what we'll be there for each other.
Lastly remember this.
I love you. :)