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My life has been torn apart since the day we've separated.
But still, I had to go on with my life.
The days were a torture. A living hell.
During the day I smile and laugh like I have forgotten about him.
But when it comes to night time in my own room....
I cry while thinking of him and the memories.
Until now I still miss him.
A little part of my heart still feels for him.

He told me to treat him as he's like some of my bastard ex-es.
But no.
He's never like them and I wont even think of it.
He had showered me with love that no other had given me.
He's just so perfect to me. In my eyes and in my heart.
Being with him was like I've never been in love before.
So, although now we've separated, I've never regretted loving him.

But even if we're friends now, I still love him like how I felt for him.
And I just want to be one of his special friend who will always be there for him.
Now I am slowly being back to my old self again.
No more weeping of the past.
I've slowly getting my life back.
But he will always be in my heart.

:)