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at 3:41 AM

All I want is just for you to believe me.
Although I know you've been hurt before.
But cant you just open your heart and believe me?

I've also been through hurt..
It hurts so so much that it's even more painful than sticking a knife into your heart.

I really thought of giving up.
Giving up of this relationship.
And giving up on you although I'm still holding on and having hope in this relationship..


But this words...



"When dalang loses his memory.
bao zhu kept looking for him.
kept trying to let him regain his memory..
It may be just a drama too idealistic..
But the morale behind it is practical..
Bao zhu did not gave up cos she really love him..
If u really love ur joseph dalang u shouldn't give up too!"


Then i understand it all...


You came into my life.
You became my dalang.
I fell for you..

You always say what did you do to make me love you so much?
Here's the answer...
I love you because of your dan chun.
Because of your ke ai.
And your pure heart.

These things made me clear that you're so different from any other guy I've been through.
And I cant just let someone so special to me leave just like that.

Although we didn't do much things with each other..
Even if we spend just a moment of time together..
These small moments added a lot of sweetest memories with you.
:)

You need some time out in this relationship...
I can understand.

Because of work stress..
Because of friends..
Plus another load of having a girlfriend to carry..

I will wait no matter how long it is.
It may take a month..
2 months..
A year...
Or more...

I will give you your time...
And take things slow..
Till you can open up to me again..

I really don't mind if we become just friends..
Because I know by being friends we can spend much more time to know each other better.



All we need is time....

I just believe....
Believe that my dalang will come back to me.
:)